"you Complain A Lot" When I Haven't Even Told Them Half My Symptoms And Mentioned Not Feeling Well Two

playing a fun game of anxiety or new chronic illness symptom

i explained to my teacher today that my medical condition won't just go away, there is no cure... he said that it can't be true, because he can't believe that all you're being told is "you just gotta live with it"

he also said i shouldn't choose my carreer path depending on how doable it would be with my illnees, but this is my reality... i need to consider things like that

despite going to the doctor way too often there are still so many things wrong that i don't even know where to start

(the list of things i should probably get checked is loooong)

barely having symptoms for a few days made me think i was cured... turns out that isn't the case

i feel like i wasted all my healthy years with being sad

i need to lay in bed for a week to make up for one day i overdid it

really tired but making sure to stay awake until the point of exhaustion so i hopefully actually fall asleep

i would love a no symptoms day

i'm so tired of feeling sick all the time

i don't want to be miserable... i wanna worry about things that other people my age worry about and not how to manage doctor appointments... i want a doctor to actually help... i wanna feel okay and not be scared of dying

i can't get rid of this constant nausea ffs