i'm so tired of feeling sick all the time
i don't want to be miserable... i wanna worry about things that other people my age worry about and not how to manage doctor appointments... i want a doctor to actually help... i wanna feel okay and not be scared of dying
healthy people will never understand the amount of joy i feel when i come home dreading having to feed myself to then realize i still got leftovers
please if you're sick stay at home if possible or at least wear a mask!
... even if it's just a cold some people don't have the best immune system and i am tired of being sick on top of my chronic illness every other week
gonna start answering "i hope you get better" with "thanks, i probably won't"
like i hope so too it's just not realistic rn
naptime does become mandatory again when you're chronically ill
i can't get rid of this constant nausea ffs
it should be illegal to take a nap and still have a headache when you wake up. like no i shut it off and back on again why are you still here
everything that could hurt... hurts...
Dysautonomia is so wild.
You'll just be vibing and chilling, and your nervous system will go, "Hey, can't help but notice you ate a little more food than usual; we're gonna have to shut everything else down and direct all the blood in your body to your stomach," and suddenly you're lying on the floor with your legs elevated and a heart rate of 140 because your body doesn't body so good.
[cheerfully] i've been in self-made hells worse than this
the flesh is unwilling and honestly, the spirit isn't too keen on the idea either