I Can't Get Rid Of This Constant Nausea Ffs

i always feel bad thinking i would prefer having a weelchair some days

i would never say it out loud because i know it would be an invonvenience and people already look at me weird for using a cane, but i would actually just be able to do things whenever i want to...

everything that could hurt... hurts...

having to wait a long time for a doctors appointment sucks, because until i got proof i am not getting any accomodations from my school and it's affecting my health even more

thinking about the time i fainted and after managing to get up with my friends help i walked up to my gym teacher telling him i gotta sit down and he refused to let me because "sitting down will make you feel worse"

SIR i have a chronic illness and was just laying face down in the gass...

but he obviously didn't notice cause he was too busy yelling at me for being late

(he knows too, it's not like he's unaware of me having health issues)

i would love a no symptoms day

"just listen to your body"

hate to break it to you, but if i would do that i wouldn't even get out of bed

rain is annoying because i don't have the strength to use both a cane and an umbrella...

love leaving the house thinking it's just a few drops of rain and then basically taking a literal shower

fighting the occasional urge to scream, because being chronically ill feels unfair and it really is all too much sometimes

You are well within your right to be angry about the help you didn't get and should have gotten.

You are well within your right to be angry about having your needs neglected.

You are well within your right to be angry.

i love crocheting, but it messes with my wrists and makes them hurt even more, yet i refuse to give it up, because i don't want my illness taking another thing from me that i enjoy (especially since i can do it without leaving my bed)