Update To The Realmeowbah Twitter Situation: (te// Necrophilia, Cringe, Death) "i Dont Support Necrophilia,

Hey, it’s okay to take a break!

I’ll get better, if you need someone please reach us.

We love you and you’re amazing!

It’ll be alright <3

Dear ask the r trio fans

Main mod here,

Let’s be honest I’m dealing with some serious mental health issues. It’s effecting this blog heavily as the other mods are depending on me story plot points or fear you guys asking them if I approved their use of the cast. From this point onwards everything and I mean fucking everything story, characters, etc is all in the hands of L, Twila, Cap, and pop tart.

Until I have the mental capacity to feel literally any enjoyment from anything I’m not going to be here. I may drop by every once and awhile. This is also not forever but for now, I have to go because I literally can’t find any enjoyment in this blog or really anything in my life. Be nice to the other moderators as they have free reign to destroy your feelings while I’m gone.

As for you moderators who didn’t see this coming I’m sorry. 

idk who follows me anymore but to my followers who are current or ex dsmp/qsmp/mcyt fans i support Wilbur Soot and fuck shubble

i will not respond to anyone who claims I'm "wrong" or "misinformed". you just want to argue and i honestly don't fucking care enough to argue with people who stand with someone who hates on mental health and those who struggle with it. there are worse people to support.

so, instead of trying to argue, do me a favor and block me.

CPAU If The Fandom Could Ruin It

Geno: I'M NOT NURTURING YOUR WEIRD SADISTIC SH*T!!!

Nekophy and AfterDeath Shippers: *Shoves Goth, Raven, Shino, and Xahji into the frame*

Geno: WTF? WHAT ARE THESE? WHERE DID THEY COME FROM???

Reaper: It's our children, and they're from you nurutring my 'weird sadistic shit'

Geno:

Reaper:

Geno:

Reaper:

Goth: mum are you okay?

Geno: *probably faints*

The Children: MUM??

Fave new twitter thread

Alright so coming on from my last post I learned some information about Meowbah

(If you don’t know what post I’m talking about see my profile)

Her name is Zoey Stegmann

She is 15 years old

She as the timing of this post currently resides in California which area idk but I know that she resides in California

Remember Meowbah you disrespected the blade and everyone across all communities by saying the “R Slur” “F Slur” A N D “The N Slur”

And she said that shy people are weak and shouldn’t exist and should KMS and also fun fact Shy People make up around 25% - 40% of the WORLDS population

And she supports Putin for invading Ukraine to try and re-conquer it Ukraine rightfully had a choice to separate from Russia and they did and she is saying that Putin had no choice?!

Remember This.

After All You Have Done To All Communities This Calls A NEED For War.

Remember.

You Brought This Upon Yourself.

Burn In Hell You Sick Monster.

just gonna type here and get shit off my mind.

i wanna be completely transparent. im 100% going to get harrassed for what i have to say, but i just need to talk.

in regards to what's been revealed about Shelby's situation and Wilbur's involvement.

i've been a big fan of Wilbur since I joined the DSMP fandom and continued to be as I grew older. he's someone i strongly related to heavily due to mental health struggles. i love his characters and his storylines, even if they were silly sometimes. i loves his relationships with those close to him, like with Tommy and Quackity especially. i love his music a lot, Lovejoy is my favorite band, and is probably the only music i never really get tired of.

this is why im not ready to just suddenly drop him. deep down i still really like him and have related to him which is exactly why it is *so* difficult for me to just suddenly stop everything related to him.

on the other hand, i've known about Shelby since i was young. i watched a lot of her stuff with NewScapePro (lots of the undertale and fnaf roleplay stuff) and she was always one of my favorites, though i hadn't really stuck with her as i grew up. when i heard about her situation, i felt a lot of empathy with her, as i also went through abuse (mental and emotional, though).

where my struggle really starts is that i want to support Shelby, but i cant find it in myself to just completely stop my interest with Wilbur. it doesnt help that Wilbur has been one of my primary comfort people for the past few years, he was one of the people i chose to watch or listen to when i was sad.

im internally conflicted. i KNOW i should stop supporting Wilbur, especially because i've been a victim too, but it's so difficult for me, especially when my current hyperfixtiations involve him primarily.

im not ready to just let go. i should do it, but i physically can't. it's so damn hard.

i desperately want to believe in him, believe that he can and will change, but i know how abusers work. i believe in him but i know i shouldnt, and it is frustrating me.

i love him (in a way one would love any other celebrity, obviously) but i also hate him right now, but i also dont.

im not a bad person for not being ready to let go yet... but what happens if i'm never ready? what if im only ready once i find a different hyperfixtiation?

what's going to happen now? will Wilbur even be okay? (i shouldnt wonder about it but i do)

im in a very tough spot. there are so many thoughts in my head that are worsening my already low point in mental and emotional stability.

im gonna be seen as a bad person no matter what i choose to do.

which is why im just choosing to not let it change what im doing right now. maybe once things calm down, maybe i can figure things out more and i may do something different, but for right now, im not going to change anything. i will change things when im ready too. people may not like that, but it's what i need. it's what's best for me right now.

i hope Shelby will be able to fully recover and heal. i hope that Wilbur can genuinely change for the better. i hope that those closest to Wilbur are doing okay too.

quick edit because i forgot to mention this:

Wilbur's mental health is NOT excuse for abuse. Wilbur's twitter post also wasn't great.

but im also choosing to keep in mind that 1. he doesnt owe the internet an apology. he only owes the victim(s) apologies. we are not entitled to an apology.

2. while it isnt an excuse, mental health still contributes to abuse which is why i still believe that if he really tries, he can improve himself.

im not forgiving him for what he did, but im still struggling with my thoughts and emotions, which is why i cant just drop everything.

i hope that this clears things up a bit more.

For years have I wondered if the game was real or not, and I'm still unsure if it is, so I thought I'd come here, in hopes I'm not the only person thinking about this game.

The game is certainly not Minecraft and I have large reason to believe that it's not Castle Miner; That reason is simply because of online play and the fact that you're able to carry weapons (like guns) and there are all sorts of monsters, like dragons and zombies.

The game I remember had many different blocks than Minecraft, it had realistic textures on every block, and there was never any sort of animals or other creatures around, but sadly that is the most I can remember.

If it helps any, I grew up on Xboxes, we had the original Xbox, Xbox 360, and the Xbox 1, no Playstations, so any Playstation exclusive games are out of the question.

So, get this: Old USA hated immigrants, but the reason they kept coming to USA, is because the USA kept telling people about how great they are. They kept saying, "oh yeah, we are so great, if you come here you'll find power and success", and then hated on those who came in, looking for a new start.

Notice how that still applies to today.

Something I thought of (on a more lighthearted note, anyway) is that the US is like chocolate covered bugs. (sorry to those who enjoy that, haha) The outside is sweet and enjoyable, but the inside is horrible and disgusting.

i saw someone upset about how when c!Dream was in prison, no one cared about his crimes and still were like apologizing for him and saying that he should be free and what not (which, we call those people "dream apologists" obviously), but when c!Sam is thrown in, everyone kinda went "oh yeah he fucking sucks"...

That's sort of the point... yeah, Dream's character is considerably easy to hate because of what bad things he has done, but there are still ways to love his character. Of course, not all of us understand these ways, but that doesn't mean we should hate on people for seeing those ways. Meanwhile, Sam's character is lowkey MEANT to be hated. His character isn't meant to be likable. He is meant to be a bad person (in character ofc), we are meant to recognize his bad doings. Hence why there's such a big difference between reactions of them being jailed.

Yeah, sure, it's weird why people still defend c!Dream after all of his crimes, and yes, he should certainly be held accountable for what he did, but it's very important to remember that Dream has a large portion of following that are very extreme when it comes to simping, he has such a large portion because he has so many fans and subscribers. Sam doesn't have as big of a following (sadly) and has less simps because of this, and yeah, it is still definitely unfair, but that is just how it is, and that's probably the reason that people defend c!Dream.

c!Dream shouldn't be defended for his crimes at all, but neither should c!Sam. In the end, they both did really shitty things, but they're characters. They are not real. They both deserved to stay locked up, but that doesn't seem to be how the story goes.

Most of our fandom are still young, immature and don't have good judgment like older fans, so you can't just yell at them because of that, they need to be educated on it instead of being yelled at for why their opinion is wrong, and that's not even exclusive to this fandom, or any fandom at all, that applies to everything. (Meaning, no matter the circumstance, no one should be scolded or hated on for opinions, if they're opinion goes against fact, though, they should be educated on it, not yelled at.)

But idk, just another "here's what i think" post, ig.. take this with a grain of salt tho cause i'm not willing to get into drama over something as small and dumb as this