CPAU If The Fandom Could Ruin It

i just wanna say that @loverofpiggies has no idea how much love i have for them

why do you make such good art and characters

and why do i simp for the most unattractive possible character of yours (aka error) how does that even work

my standards are so low

Pwotecc de child >:'''( Noir belongs to https://www.instagram.com/saltedtotty/

Midoriya's Secret Power

Shouto: I'm not here to make friends

Izuku: *exists*

Shouto: Izuku, where are you.

Izuku: *sends location*

Shouto: bye dad i gotta go save my friend

Enji:

Shouto:

Enji:

Shouto: *internally screams at self*

i just love feeling safe and secure in a good friendship, only for them to randomly start acting abnormal, which activates my ptsd and i immediately feeling insecure again bc i think they're no longer interested in me and that they're abandoning me or don't have time for me, so i just feel left behind and alone again which makes me feel depressed for days and it gets bad enough that i'm sure i'm relapsing but i cant stop it because i feel so alone and i cant talk to anyone about it because i know what they'll say but doing what they say isnt easy and it usually ends up with a bad result that i dont want to hear/know resulting in me falling back down the rabbit hole that i can't climb back out of

and its worse sharing this giant interest because i'm still very into that thing but looking at that thing makes me want to share it with them but now they dont even send a reaction to what you send, let alone a message which just makes me feel extremely unheard and hurt bc they dont even care enough to actually look at/watch what i send them

so now i just spend my time alone playing music because nothing is interesting anymore and i just sat on my phone half-spaced out and ready to cry at any moment because i feel as fragile as a cracked dam that just keeps cracking, therefore building more and more pressure until it bursts

WOW! A new meowbah post. Let's jump right in. By the way: MAJOR TRIGGER WARNINGS. There are mentions of pedophilia, necrophilia, racism, mocking of religion, dead people mentioned, what can be described as cultists, and probably more.

First of all, I think these screenshots will speak for themselves.

Technoblade is a dead youtuber (rest in power), he passed away from cancer in 2022. He was never okay with shipping or NSFW art of him, and there are suspicions that he was POSSIBLY (not confirmed because he never said it himself) aromantic and asexual.

Tommyinnit is a youtuber as well, he was underage up until last year in April when he turned 18. He has made it explicitly clear that he is NOT OKAY with shipping and NSFW content of him.

Ranboo is all the same. He turned 18 a little over a year ago, and is NOT OKAY with shipping and NSFW content of them.

While I don't know much about Jellybean, I do know they only turned 18 November 2022, to which meowbah made NSFW art to "celebrate" it.

This is obviously an issue, because she makes art of REAL people, without permission, and to add onto that: these are people who are not okay with NSFW about them.

(cont.)

Next we have the most cult-ist shit I've ever seen, all said by someone who claims to be her partner.

All of these were responses to other people calling out meowbah for being a shit human being.

And, just in case you guys want to read things for yourselves, this is their account.

Still pretty cult-ish.

What can we do about all this?

First of all... STOP INTERACTING WITH MEOWBAH. The more interactions meowbah gets, the more enabled they feel, and the more they will continue, regardless of if it's hate or not.

Second... We NEED to make sure that the youtubers involved (Ranboo, Tommy, Dream, and even George because he ended up in there at some point too) are aware of what's being done to them. Yes, it's super uncomfortable for them, but because they are REAL PEOPLE, who were put in there WITHOUT PERMISSION... they are the ones who can take legal action.

Third... REPORT MEOWBAH. Any platform that you see meowbah, REPORT HER. We ALL need to be reporting her. We know she still has a platform on discord too, which I'm personally not sure how to go about that, but eventually we can figure that part out.

So: REMEMBER... keep yourselves educated. Report, ignore, and bring awareness to others without enabling her.

WOW! A new meowbah post. Let's jump right in. By the way: MAJOR TRIGGER WARNINGS. There are mentions of pedophilia, necrophilia, racism, mocking of religion, dead people mentioned, what can be described as cultists, and probably more.

First of all, I think these screenshots will speak for themselves.

Technoblade is a dead youtuber (rest in power), he passed away from cancer in 2022. He was never okay with shipping or NSFW art of him, and there are suspicions that he was POSSIBLY (not confirmed because he never said it himself) aromantic and asexual.

Tommyinnit is a youtuber as well, he was underage up until last year in April when he turned 18. He has made it explicitly clear that he is NOT OKAY with shipping and NSFW content of him.

Ranboo is all the same. He turned 18 a little over a year ago, and is NOT OKAY with shipping and NSFW content of them.

While I don't know much about Jellybean, I do know they only turned 18 November 2022, to which meowbah made NSFW art to "celebrate" it.

This is obviously an issue, because she makes art of REAL people, without permission, and to add onto that: these are people who are not okay with NSFW about them.

(cont.)

"They hurt you because they like you." Needs to stop.

I come on here today to bring forward an issue that I have personally dealt with myself.

Most of us females, when we're young, are taught that a boy likes us if he is hurting us, by bullying us, throwing things at us, pulling our hair, pushing us around, you name it. Anything a boy at a young age could possibly think of doing, they did it. When I told my mother about a boy bullying me when I was still in elementary school, from 1st to 4 grade, and even when I see him now, in 11th grade, he treats me like shit. Any chance he got, he used it to hurt me, whether that was emotionally or physically. He'd get his little sidekick friend to chase me around the elementary playground and throw the rubber at my back, so much so that it could cause burns and bruises. I never told my mom that, because when I did, I was told "oh. that's because he likes you."

He abused me, and yet, I still liked him. I still had that stupid little crush on him, even if he hurt me. I was young and impressionable, and I didn't know any better. When I was told "it's because he likes you", that tells me, my little, underdeveloped brain, that it is OKAY for men to treat me like shit, because they love me, and THAT'S why I should stay. I should ALLOW men, with their big fat egos and fragile masculinity, to treat ME like shit because they 'LIKE' me.

In my first relationship, I was treated like shit by my girlfriend and some of her friends. People that I considered my friends. Yet I was gaslighted, I was manipulated and verbally abused by these people who I thought cared about me. People I thought LOVED me. I thought that love was enough, even if they treated me like shit, maybe, deep down, I even thought I deserved it. That I was the one in the wrong. I wasn't in the wrong. They didn't care, they didn't love me, platonically, or otherwise. They abused me, they neglected me. It's been years and still, their actions and words cover me in their shadows. I'm still healing.

Still, to this day, I let people walk all over me, because I push so many people away in fear of the manipulation and abuse that I may be put through, and I have no one else. I don't allow myself to go out and meet new people because I'm so afraid of losing them if I get attached. And I know this, but I also know where it comes from. I've let people walk over me all my life, just because I was taught that it was okay for people to do that because they love me. I was a kid, and I needed acceptance, so I let it happen, but I was never faced with acceptance.

For my whole life, I've been told "he hurts you because he likes you.", and only one time had I brought it up, recently this year, and my mom realized, "Wait... he did that to you? Why didn't you tell me?" My mom realized her error, and while I do forgive her, I cannot forgive those words that set up the first years of my life.

That is why we cannot tell children these things. If you teach your kids that it is okay for them to be abused out of 'love', then you're not only part of the problem, but you are setting them up for the life of a victim. A victim may never understand what love really is because when they think love, they think ABUSE, they think hitting, yelling, throwing things, and cursing. No one deserves to live life as a victim of anything, and it is our job to help future generations NOT grow up like we did. We're supposed to teach generations after us that abuse is never the way, that abuse is NOT love, and it never will be. Abuse. Is. Abuse. Let's start saying it like it is.

Problems with “Nerd and Jock” AU.

TW/ Pedophilia, rape mentions

PJ and Fresh’s personalities don’t even go together well, not to mention Fresh is most certainly NOT a bottom. Killer and Nightmare. Minor, adult. Need I say much else? Cray and Cotton. Minor, adult. Swapfell raped Dust. Goth raped Palette, and then Palette was so rightfully broken up about it, and Goth decided it was in his best mind to try and kill himself IN THE SCHOOL LIBRARY, just for things to OH SO MAGICALLY WORK OUT PERFECTLY- Everybody thirsting Dream and Nightmare. Like yeah they’re pretty but jesus christ... Killer forcefully kissing Nightmare.

TL;DR: Minor x adults aka pedophilia, multiple rapes, non-consensual things in general, and very weird thirsting for older people.

I hoped to never go on to social media to call out someone for abusing me in some way... but here I fucking am.

TW// grooming, toxic relationship

At the age of 10, I met someone online who I shared a common interest with. They introduced me to their friends, and one of them would become my abuser. After our little group fell apart, her and I stayed friends. Eventually, we figured out we liked each other, and we started dating by the time I was 12.

Things were fine for awhile, but during an arguement one time, I remember her calling me toxic. I didn't even know what that word meant, yet it stuck to me for years. I didn't get over that until I finally stepped into the light, left her behind, and finally started to get better.

We'd keep arguing, we'd take "breaks", but with each break we'd end up still be like "ily" and realize that we weren't truly having a break, ever.

Once we broke up, it only took me a day to decide that we couldn't even stay friends. It didn't feel right. I ghosted her, and I don't even remotely regret it. I was only 13. Things were quiet, and with my therapist, I had come to realize how much she really abused me.

6 months later, my abuser reached out to me. She snuck into my discord server, once she revealed herself, I was willing to make small talk. I was willing to forgive. I was naive.

I mentioned that I told my friends in my server about what she did. So she snooped and got upset when I called her a groomer. So, I deleted that message... but I really shouldn't have.

I'm 16 now, and I only just now realized that she abused me so much worse than I think. Everytime I realize that she did something wrong, I think "it can't get worse than this.", but it has. Most of my memories of the time I had with her is blotted out, but one thing I do remember is a BDSM list.

I was 13, maybe even 12, when she sent me the blank list, and one filled out. She told me, "You should do this and send it to me. Here's mine." I don't remember looking at hers, but I remember genuinely trying to fill it out, because I was young. I was naive. I didn't know any better.

I didn't know most of the things listed on it. I had to look half of it up, and I was so uncomfortable doing it the whole time. Not like anything could have had any truth to it because I was fucking 12/13. I had absolutely 0 experience in anything sexual. I was so uncomfortable doing it, it wasn't fair to me to do something like this and not understand any of it.

I didn't realize how damn weird it was back then. I only just realized it and it's been nearly half a decade. There are certain people out there that have used that list to groom their victims, I found it out just now, and it hit me like a fucking train to realize that I was victim to it.

Tabby, I don't fucking give a shit if I ruin your chances of college, or a job. You don't deserve a good life because you ruined mine. And even though I've learned to grow around my trauma, I cannot move on from the fact that you are the reason I struggle so much today. I don't fucking trust people, because of you and the way you treated me. But I have learned to realize that I will not tolerate people stepping all over me and I will not be treated unfairly because I have fucking worth and you don't get to act all innocent anymore.

My abuser is Tabbybat6. Bluebat, Tabbitha, whatever the fuck she goes by now. I first met her on Steam, we moved to hangouts, then Discord. She has Wattpad, Instagram, Tumblr, and on everything I could think of, I have her blocked and restricted.

Tabbitha, if somehow, you're reading this, I hope you understand the way you made me feel, someday. I hope you feel all the pain you made me feel from your abuse. And I'm praying to the god I don't believe in that justice gets fucked served.