Fr Fr, This Is Just My Spectrum Of Moods During The Day

I guess the real glorious evolution was the homoerotic yearning we made along the way

my fav saphic/religious film💞

Quite literally just a compulsive liar whos also gay and i loved that

Does smn knows how to improve backgrounds????? Bc im pretty unhappy with mines

That one feeling when u just cant split between your intense sense of justice or your need of detach all of your rage into smth or smn bc u were raised by an angry man and now u r inherently hateful but u can still hold a little bit of empathy towards ppl but yet u feel so guilty of never stoping to hate everyone even those who u thought u were the most comprehensive to

"She suspected the real cause of his anger was his not wanting her to be amother or a sister. A part of him - the part that hated what he was; even hecouldn't be without that - must also hate her, for the way she got under his skin, ever so slightly, while remaining, finally, irrelevant. He wasn't angry because she knew his secrets; he was angry because she couldn't be the way out of them. Hadn't he looked at her, now and then, with a moment's real interest? An interest that quickly curdled into something like contempt- for himself, for her, for his inability to follow through?".

Fellow Travelers.

Omlll, Thomas Mallon made such a well aimed take with this one. I believe that everyone completly misunderstood Hawkins character bc he wasnt a dreamer but a realistic guy that tried to survive being himslef(in the extent that he could bc of society). And bc of the misinterpretation of his character ppl tend to hate him and to see him as stoic and insensitive when, eventhough he actually tries to be this, he cant bc he simply isnt like that and at the end hes got feelings and in the book we can definetly see that and its just so sad how his homophobia and societies wont ever let him be free at all, and I feel that this paragraph really expresses it. And this is just incredibly sad, I really think that Hawkins tried to live his life in his own way, like trying not to deny what he was but at the same time he apreciated and craved for a "normal" and perfect life, which at the end this destroyed him, bc his fear and cowardice for not living his truth were what took everything he ever loved away from him.

Anyway, I love the show and the book is greatt and im literally gonna kms.

I love sm when I get to see how my mental health is through my art. I remember that when I was at my lowest in my ED i would draw painfully skinny girls and i would even feel that they were kinda chubby, I used to mark sm the collarbones and their connection to the neck, also the ribs, which I still love to draw bc idk I js love their shape, but I drawed them from the neck to the belly, I even thought that those 2000s supermodels werent accurate for the level of underweight I wanted to achieve. Also the legs were one my favorite part, I think that I still havent recovered bc Im still so obsessed with boney knees, and like two years ago I draw the legs like chop sticks, lol, also the hips, idk how to describe them but I liked to make them so sharp, like at the butt or smth, the lines mustve been like as sharp as possible or i sould actually get so fatphobic, one of my favorite inspirations to draw at that times was snejana onopka and the ed community from X. Anyway, now that Im better I see those drawings I get very icky but a part of me still wants to get back to this era when I was able to starve myself or to throw up whenever I had to.

The idea that feminists need to do something for men in order for them to be taken seriously is literally so fucked up and selfish. A thousand years of patriarchy and sexist cultures that have benefited men, yet men still want feminism to do something for them? Fucking selfish and so fucking disgusting. When I say men are privileged, this is what I mean. Feminism, a movement about women, has to somehow benefit men for them to not rape, abuse, kill and discriminate women. Like don't they see the irony? We're still expected to do something for them; to obey and serve them in some ways just so that they can take us seriously, which even then they don't. We're somehow supposed to raise voices for men as well now when we're already not heard, we're expected to carry their burdens and 'oppression' as well as ours because they can't be bothered to make movements and changes for themselves. Because they're so used to us doing everything for them? Honestly fuck men and if this posts offends men and they start whining about 'not all men' rather than focusing on the issue at hand, then you're part of the problem.

we need more western nights appreciation

i just saw this on twitter but i couldn't find the user of the OP. anyways, damn right

Prolly both