That One Feeling When U Just Cant Split Between Your Intense Sense Of Justice Or Your Need Of Detach

Frfr, im lowkey shitting my pants everytime smn sees my tumblr bc it could be a naked ethel cain pic or just sm random freaky fellow travelers gif

scrolling through tumblr at the family function is like russian roulette. it’s either architecture, poetry, ethel cain, or gay porn. every time i scroll im like… pls don’t be dick don’t be dick don’t be dick.

Prolly both

I love toxic queer characters I love queer characters who are allowed to do terrible things and be complex and fucked up I love queer characters who perpetuate abuse and trauma I love queer characters who contribute to cycles of abuse I love queer characters who are part of the systems that harm queer people I love queer characters who have internalized ideas that are harmful to or oppose queerness I love queer characters who make themselves a slave to their passion I love queer characters who force themselves into stereotypes and others ideas of being queer I love queer characters who are flawed and messy and problematic

I also love when queer characters have to reckon with their flaws I love when queer characters have to unlearn their own prejudice and hate to truly be liberated I love when queer characters are punished for their bad choices I love when queer characters work to change and make amends I love when queer characters break cycles of abuse I love when queer characters grow and learn I love when queer characters get to be complex and human and get to grow and heal and also cause harm because people and their life experiences aren’t perfect and linear and unproblematic and life is too complicated and all encompassing to make simple and clear and inherently good and moral

I love when queer characters aren’t denied the true multifaceted and all-encompassing and real reality of life

So, recently ive seen that updates of the luigi mangione case hasnt been as spread as they were like in early january, and Idk but I think this is smth planned maybe by the us government bc we all know how useful it is that more ppl are educated about his case, bc eventhough there is still support this is apparently just thirst trap, and I, so, the fact that less and less ppl are understanding luigis purpose and just see him as a "hot criminal" definetly benefits the pillars of the economy (or the CEOs), and its is quite obvious how theyve manipulated media to their own benefit and it has worked, i dont think you all need sm examples but u can use germany in the middle 30s as reference, and well even non americans like me have seen so much the manipulation of the usa government towards their ppl and have seen how this isnt a hard task but it is effective and therefore dangerous.

Another thing that has terribly damaged his image is, again, how media has treated him, especially now that his trial just happened and they get to do whatever the fuck they want and to use him as they like, and I mean, ppl on average are not stupid to not know that killing is wrong, but in this circumstance we see that luigi was murdering a murderer, so this is in fact what ppl found sympathetic, even before his identity reveal, but just after we got to know him, media worked HARD to make him be seen as this cruel evil guy that had no feeling towards a father that did nothing but protect his family, which is so fucking fake, how many stories have we not heard about CEOs or men of his statue doing everything but being a father or a decent husband.

So, in conclusion, I think that atp of history we know enough to do the right decision of trusting or not the government and media and act on that. Nevertheless its NECESSARY that we keep supporting him and spreading info as we much as we can bc the aim of the prosecution is life imprisonment which would make everything he has done in vain.

@mothercain

Inbred

Fr fr, this is just my spectrum of moods during the day

me consuming every piece of queer media instead of having a social life:

snoopy + skippy :)

I guess the real glorious evolution was the homoerotic yearning we made along the way

my fav saphic/religious film💞

Quite literally just a compulsive liar whos also gay and i loved that