i ate a dry piece of bread... nothing else... my stomach feels like someone is stabbing me
sometimes i forget you can actually just pass out from pain
my body just said "nope"
my mom told me she doesn't know what to do anymore with all the different health issues i got... which is like fair enough, but i wonder if she realizes how i feel and how draining it is to actually go to all the different doctors appointments
i'm in too much pain to sleep and i have to get up in a few hours cause it's a busy day
i am lucky if i get to close my eyes for a few minutes and it sucks
naptime does become mandatory again when you're chronically ill
rain is annoying because i don't have the strength to use both a cane and an umbrella...
love leaving the house thinking it's just a few drops of rain and then basically taking a literal shower
it should be illegal to take a nap and still have a headache when you wake up. like no i shut it off and back on again why are you still here
[cheerfully] i've been in self-made hells worse than this
me: "i'm so fatigued and my brain fog is pretty bad"
healthy person: "stop complaining, i'm tired too"
your "tired" is not the same as my fatigued! sleep won't cure me, this is not how it works!
i need to lay in bed for a week to make up for one day i overdid it
perhaps i am simply a delicate spoiled houseplant but i don’t think having a fun productive day should give you multi-day hangovers