Im embarrassed to say that I didn’t fast today.👎
Spent the day with my mom since I didn’t go to school, and we ended up going out to eat. I ate just below my maintenance calories. This is not ideal, but I’m proud I didn’t go overboard or anything. It sucks to be so close to my maintenance though. But at least it helped with the massive headache.
I hate boys almost as much as I hate food!
(He got a new gf)
developed ana so i could finally be in control of something n do well at it only to lose control of yet another aspect of my life and suck at restricting
I feel so gross, I need to cleanse myself somehow.
Respect Yourself.
My current affirmation^
And starving yourself can make you feel euphoric, like a drug addict or an alcoholic. What you crave is the numbing of the things you don’t wanna feel
I don’t drink, I don’t smoke, all I have is caffeine.
coffee…light of my life, fire of my loins ♡
unless someone is absolutely forcing you to eat, do not eat.
nothing excites me more than watching the scale go down