I hate boys almost as much as I hate food!
(He got a new gf)
Success doesn’t care how you feel right now.
(Not my photo)
literally dreaming about a thigh gap
Ik I might sound crazy but I want my mom to worry. I want her to feel bad for not realizing the pain I was going through, how bad I’ve been getting. I want her to know that every time she ever said something about me being a bad person it didn’t just affect her, but me too. She thinks that it’s all about her because of her addiction, but I want her to know that she isn’t the only one with problems. She is always going on about her stuff, how much her recovery has changed her, don’t get me wrong I’m really proud of her but it’s like since she has recovered she hates me sm, like whenever she was drinking she would tell me how much she loved me, how special I was, but now that she’s been recovered she can’t even speak without saying something remotely rude about my existence. I want to be the girl she thought I was. I think that If I get bad enough she will start to worry and maybe care again? Idk I’m crazy but whoever made it this far, thanks for listening.
I’m leaving for Europe in 5 week and I’ve got a crazy plan to lose 25 pounds within that time. I’m gonna try my absolute hardest to work at this!! I’m gonna update y’all rn I’m at 145.2lbs and I’m update this every Wednesday.
I’ve fasted today and I feel like I’m winning.
TV SHOW/MOVIE TH1NSPØ (•‿•)
Tv Shows:
1000lb Best Friends
My 600lb Life
Family by the Ton
Nana
Movies:
Bring It On
Thin Documentary
To The Bone
Girl, Interrupted
Heathers
Jennifer’s Body
✰ BONUS YOUTUBE OPTIONS ✰
Amberlynn Reid compilations
Fat acceptance compilation (cringe)
Supersized vs Superskinny
(Lemme know if you have more options!!)
My current affirmation^
And starving yourself can make you feel euphoric, like a drug addict or an alcoholic. What you crave is the numbing of the things you don’t wanna feel
Guys wake up a new lw just dropped!