Hungry - Blog Posts

Sometimes when im hungry I just take out a packet of small tortillas and eat untill I feel full.

Anyways how's your days been :]

Haven't been active because I got a PUPPY

🇺🇲:Oh, hi hello my dears~

How’s everyone doing? Have you eaten yet? Well, I have—I just had a super tasty Maruchan.

Anyway, I DID SOME MORE DRAWINGS TODAY! Though, as always... they turned out kinda meh—decent, in my opinion.

Here are the new ones:

🇨🇺:Oh, hi hello my dears~

¿Cómo están? ¿Ya comieron? Pues yo sí, me acabo de comer una Maruchan de lo más sabrosa. En fin, ¡HOY HICE OTROS DIBUJOS! Aunque como siempre quedaron... Meh, decentes a mi opinión. Aquí les dejo a los nuevos:

🇺🇲:A bit of context for these OCs:

The first one—yeah, the guy with the "talk to me and I’ll kill you" face—is named Ignacio. He’s 50, Cuban, and basically the “adoptive dad” of our main girl. He used to work at the agency as a weapons creator and all that, so he’s... kinda way too obsessed with having weapons literally everywhere in his house (not even kidding—there’s a shotgun under the damn couch). He left the agency 'cause he wasn’t about that life anymore and has been living off his retirement since he was 43. With Gaby, he’s a pretty neglectful and super chill parent—acts like he couldn’t care less about the little devil child. Buuut the moment someone lays a finger on her… well, let’s just say when they tried to take Gaby away after she got corrupted, he almost killed the agency boss for trying to take her custody.

The second one—yeah, the one who kinda looks like a hooker—is named Rosa. She’s Gaby’s biological mom, but sadly she’s dead now (cough I killed her). So Gaby never got to meet her.

She died at 34, was Cuban (like, countryside-Cuban), and owned a bar that was tied to the mafia—though she honestly didn’t care much, as long as the money kept rolling in.

Oh, and yeah, she was kinda a hoe too—always out looking for “yumas” (foreign guys) to hook up with. She’s the daughter of a prostitute and a client. Her mom didn’t want her, but the pimp actually did—he always wanted kids but never had a wife (I decided he was asexual and aromantic, by the way). All this went down at the Guantánamo naval base—where I made up a bar-brothel being a thing—and that’s where it all happened. When Rosa grew up, her “dad” got her a bar in Havana.

The third one is Ludwig, though most people just call him “Novato” (‘Newbie’), and he’s a total sweetheart. He’s also Gaby’s biological dad and Rosa’s husband. Poor guy died at 32 along with Rosa (cough yeah, I killed him too). He was German and worked at the agency with Ignacio and Mateo—they were actually the original golden trio... until, boom, HE DIES. People at the agency were really fond of him and gave him the nickname “Novato” because he joined when he was just 15. His mom didn’t want him at home, so he basically grew up there—and the name just stuck. (And let’s be real, he’s a newbie at EVERYTHING. Yup, that too. You know what I mean.) He worked as a hitman, more specifically a sniper. And about that scar on his nose? No clue. He’s had it since he was a kid—probably fell on his face being a DUMBASS.

My drawings (and English) are still bad, really BAD.

🇨🇺: Un breve contexto de estos OC's:

  El primero con cara de que te va a matar si le hablas se llama Ignacio, tiene 50 años, es cubano y es el "padre adoptivo" de nuestra prota. Trabajó en la agencia como creador de armas y cosas así, por lo que está un poco... demasiado obsesionado con tener armas en cualquier lado e su casa (y no es mentira, tiene una escopeta debajo del maldito sofá) pero deja la agencia porque no está para eso y vive de su jubilación desde los 43 años. Con Gaby es un padre negligente y bastante permisivo y tal parece que no le importa la chamaca del diablo, pero nada más le tocas un pelo a esa niña... Digamos que cuando se trataron de llevar a Gaby en cuanto se corrompió casi mata al jefe de la agencia por querer quitarle la custodia.

La segunda que parece prostituta se llama Rosa y es la madre biológica de Gaby, pero se murió lamentablemente (ejem, la maté) y entonces Gaby nunca la conoció. Murió con 34 años, es cubana (guajira) y tenía un bar que estaba relacionado con la mafia aunque a ella no le importaba mucho ya que ella solo recibía dinero y ya. Ah, también era medio puta ya que buscaba yumas para acostarse con ellos. Es hija de una prostituta y un cliente pero, la mujer no quería la niña pero el proxeneta sí la quería porque siempre quiso tener hijos pero él nunca tuvo esposa (llegué a la conclusión que ese hombre era asexual y arromantico). Esto ocurre en la base naval de Guantánamo donde me inventé que había un bar-prostibulo y pasó todo esto, cuando Rosa crece, su "padre" le consigue un bar en La Habana.

El tercero es Ludwig aunque se le conoce por "Novato" y es una cosita toda linda, además de ser el padre biológico de la prota y esposo de Rosa. Murió con 32 años el pobrecito junto a Rosa (ejem, también lo maté) y es alemán. Trabajaba en la agencia junto con Ignacio y Mateo y ese era el primer trío dorado hasta que, pum, MUERE. En la agencia le tenían cariño y le decían Novato por llegar a la agencia con 15 años ya que en su casa su mamá no lo quería y bueno, se le quedó el nombre (al final digamos que es novato en ABSOLUTAMENTE TODO, y sí, en eso que estás pensando también). En la agencia era un sicario, específicamente un francotirador. Y ¿Por qué tiene esa cicatriz en la nariz? Ni idea, desde niño la tiene, seguro se cayó por PENDEJO.

Mis dibujos (e inglés) siguen siendo malos, realmente MALOS.

He’s creeping past his parents room at 2am to get to the fridge.

it’s FRIDAY tmmr!!!! and i’ll have PIZZA!!!!

examples below x3333 omg i love pizza

its late i wanna go to sleep i wanna go to sleep WHY CANT I SLEEP >:(((((

FEAST MODE ACTIVATED! #HUNGRY FEEDMEMORE. COM

Yall I freeking love astro so much it's a problem

My take on Astro! Very ghosty, very powerful

I’ve fasted today and I feel like I’m winning.

March absolutely sucked. Praying for an angelic Ana April.

(Wishing you all one as well)

No way, I'm actually so mf done. Okay, so yesterday, I was hanging out with my friends, and they know that I’m insecure about my weight and stuff. Not about this and my ED or whatever, but they know to some extent. So I'm sitting there, and I pinch my friend as a joke, it’s a thing we do to each other every time we see a yellow car. I pinch her, and I was standing beside someone else. She yells at me, and I ask her how she knew it was me. She told me I have fat fingers. wtf? Yeah, then she proceeds to tell me that the girl next to me has skinny, small hands. I wanted to cry more than I ever have, I think. I think what kills me over everything else is that she knows I'm insecure. I've opened up to her. I honestly feel so sick.

I hate everything right now. It feels like my body was made to hold fat. I can’t lose anything anymore. I’m literally so done.

Things have been a bit hectic here lately, so I think I can manage a water fast hopefully!

I am nothing if not envious.

Hell yeah!!

My current affirmation^

Im embarrassed to say that I didn’t fast today.👎

Spent the day with my mom since I didn’t go to school, and we ended up going out to eat. I ate just below my maintenance calories. This is not ideal, but I’m proud I didn’t go overboard or anything. It sucks to be so close to my maintenance though. But at least it helped with the massive headache.

I'm so hungry. But. My cat is on my lap.

I'm legally not allowed to get up to go get food.

Weaker sandwich, sounds like it would have a lot of mayonnaise on it, and maybe like a hunk of beef, and also those weird bits of lettuce that you never seen or expect in a sandwich, and it’s like a complete surprise when you take a wrong bite

You know what, fuck it. I'm usually definitely not into "just make them a throuple!!". But my brain is rebellious and immediately started to think about First Aid/Springer/Impactor, so thank you!

BASED

Who's in the middle? Is First Aid living his dream of a wrecker sandwich with nurse bot filling? 🤭

My life in six pics

me irl

i'm so hungry 💔

I’m sorry that instead of getting much needed help for your serious mental health issues you got sucked into a trendy genderwoo cult that erases and demonises homosexuality, is deeply racist, misogynistic and unscientific, and is completely dependant on controlling others perception of you. You’ll never ever be able to stop people from perceiving you as the sex you are, they’re just scared to admit it. And you know what, that’s fine because sex is a neutral fact and it’s impossible to change. Go develop a personality and interests outside of your obsessive navel-gazing brainwashing cult. Good luck!

1: I have 2 therapists, so I do have mental help

2: being LGBTQ+ isn’t my entire personality, I just tend to talk about it often.

3: interests you say? How about me being obsessed with Pokemon for over a decade and having a huge collection of everything Pokemon related?

4: I’m technically not cisgender, because I don’t identify as completely female, but I’m still on the feminine side of things, so people calling me a woman is fine 🤷‍♀️

5: I don’t really care how people see me, as long as they don’t harass me or anything because of how they perceive me, I’m fine.

6: how is it racist or misogynistic? Idk where you got that from.

7: I don’t demonize homosexuality, I’m literally under the bi umbrella, so it’d be impossible. Also, I don’t care about demonizing, bc I’m pretty demonic myself ٩( ᐛ )و

Anyway, imma eat breakfast now 💅

Sully:D :3

Hungry, man. And tired.

reblog if you're high, horny, or hungry right now.

I need class to be over RIGHT NOW. I've reached that point of being hungry where every so often I get a sharp pain in my stomach. That or I have something genuinely wrong with part of my stomach area, in which case I'm telling no one and dying by myself.