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Hi everyone!! I'm back after like month of binging and wanting to kms🤗
I'm locking the f-ck in🍰
Can't wait to look so cute and tiny in a bikini 😻
sry for disappearing for nearly a week i kinda binged and gained around 2 kg
WOAH!!!! FATASS ALERT!!!! FATASS ALERT!!!! GUESS WHOS FAT!!!! I AM!!!!
(for context: i went out to the mall and on weekends i give myself an 800 cal limit . . to counteract this im gonna be eating 300 cals tomorrow)
when you f4sted for 22 hours and the scale hasn't gone down
finally 43kg
need 4kg more 2 lose (157cm 43kg rn but wanna b 39kg)
ugh me and my bf got into a fight after i binged, never wanted to throw up more, but sadly im at a friends house :(
i absolutely love friends who encourage you.
me and my friend are doing a 3 day fast tg starting tmrw and it’s so motivating. usually it’s so hard for me to fast, but making it into a sorta competition makes it sooo much easier.
i 💗 irl ana buddies
be the fragile, thin girl that’s always shivering because the cold gets to her easily.
Hi everyone! My name is Archie and this my intro post!
What will my blog contain?
Recovery tips for @namia, $h, ptsd/c-ptsd, depression and anxiety
Joyful moments, pretty things, achievements of myself and my peers
Poetry, photography and other art I or my loved ones make (mostly about mental health)
My struggles in recovery and how I pushed past them
Love and positivity
DNI : I don't have any dnis really, dont be an asshole or a pedo, over 18 can interact with my posts but please dont dm me anything weird
(tl;dr under the cut)
Every time I open social media im greeted with something horrible. I want to make this account to spread light to the people in the dark like I was for so long. Not everyone is as lucky as me, I have incredible support networks that i will be forever grateful for. I'm going to post recovery tips, joyful moments, my struggles with recovery and how I am overcoming them. I aim to pour my heart and soul into this project as a gift to myself and other people who are still struggling like i once did. I have learned and grown so so much over the past few years and I'm still working on bettering myself but the internet can be a scary place and i want to make it just that tiny bit better.
Hey guys im back and im going to start restricting again. I don't care about being beautiful I just want to feel light and thin!
Im gonna-
-Count my calories and weigh out my food 1,200 for me MAX
- Drink lots of water and decaf tea with splenda
-Take a multivitamin daily and extra vitamin c
-Add a protein shake supplement to my diet
- Fall out of love with food. It's gross and it weighs me down
24 Oz cup of decaf lipton tea - 2 tea bags, 8 splendas and zero sugar coffee creamer
24 Oz cup of decaf lipton tea - 2 tea bags, 8 splendas and zero sugar coffee creamer
Morning tea with a little cream
Tomorrow I will start taking pictures of my foods that I eat and post them to my account. Even if I drink a cup of water.
Help me stay motivated!!
Im going to eat omad and give myself a healthy 800 to 1,000 calorie meal full of whole grain like rice or oats, veggies, fruit and protein 😋. I will eat my omad at work at 12am- and i will fast for the rest of the day. Which would be a lot more realistic than eating 500 cal a day.
I also need to fast at least twice a week where i go a whole day with out food. On days i fast i will drink lots of 0 cal tea and lots of water and vitamins. I wont do a fast 2 days in a row ill separate them by one day - so fast friday then break with omad sat then fast sunday
Reasons why im losing weight-
- So i can have better boyfriend(s)
- So i will be a gothic beauty
- so my knees wont ache (thats lame)
- it will be cheaper to purchase food
- i will be a "good girl" if i so lose weight
- i will be able to run
- i will be able to stand for a long time at concerts
- i will be considered cute for not eating so much
- i will be able to fit cute trendy gothic clothes and sweaters
- i can finally be able to go on long walks
- guys will finally stop feeding me fattening food to make me happy they will instead give me love and affection which is something i really need from them not fast food
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700 calories is my new safe number now. I dont feel safe eating above 700. I know it's not sustainable but I will give everything I got to meet that number. I don't want to be fat anymore it's making me a target for abuse and my weight has kept me trapped in a bad relationship.
Every lb I lose will dig me out of this cage my ex has put me in.
THAT'S WHAT SHE SAID
(get it? The uhhh the .. the biggest friend is HARDER, get it?)
st4rv1ng might be hard but being the biggest friend is harder.
Do u ever starve to the point u feel low-key high?
I try to manipulate myself too
I HATTTTTTTTEEEEEEEEEEEE THE FEELING OF FAT UNDER MY SKIN
I got so depressed checking my w3ight 2 days ago I dropped 2 kgz ☀️
I figured out I needed smaller gws instead of one ugw so here they are:
🍯gw1 : 53 (before I got bUrnt out)
🌻gw2 : 50 (the w3ight I was supposed to maintain)
🐝gw3 : 47 (l0west he4lthy w3ight)
☀️UGW: 45 (goal)
tikt0k giving me the me4nsp° I missed on tumblr>>>> ☀️
finally made it into 3dtok you guys 💪☀️
tips for hiding an4 from your family? ☀️
maybe I should try those online di3ts over a week or two so at least I'm not entirely wasting my time not actively loosing ☀️
I admire b!itches with an0r3r!@ athl3t1c4 cuz wdym you have the strength and motivation to manage both your restr!cti0n results and your gym results ☀️