Tw Mia - Blog Posts

guess whos in the 50 kgs now . . THATS RIGHT I AM!!!! RAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH

sry for disappearing for nearly a week i kinda binged and gained around 2 kg

one of my ex-friends has 4n4 too so im lowkey motivated to be sk1nn13r than her to make her regret everything. like yes im skinnier than you bitch deal w it

just bought rice cakes again after 5 months we are so back

tweaking cause im eating like a normal person. i need to r3l4p53, and i need to quick.

ive stopped pvrg1ng as often . . yay cuz my teeth and cheeks and throat would be fucked up but nay because how else am i gonna get rid of the uncomfortable fullness

WHY DID I GO OUT AGAIN WHEN I KNOW THE CONSEQUENCES OF IT

nah im so done with everyone and everything time to get worse

WOAH!!!! FATASS ALERT!!!! FATASS ALERT!!!! GUESS WHOS FAT!!!! I AM!!!!

(for context: i went out to the mall and on weekends i give myself an 800 cal limit . . to counteract this im gonna be eating 300 cals tomorrow)

i hate going out to the mall . . i eat so much and i can FEEL i gained weight. istg if im 62 kg im gonna sob it took me so long to get down to 61

when the day was so bad you don't even wanna log your cals or you know you'll cry (it's not even 6 pm yet)

when you like all the cool grunge guy stuff so now there's only coquette girly stuff left 🙁💔

this is basically forced recovery. i can't purge anymore cuz my mum is literally on my ass when i'm going to the toilet... a full stomach is literally like torture

i hate having slim friends. its like two butterflies and a caterpillar side by side... but at least if im the caterpillar, i can evolve into a beautiful butterfly like them too!! ^_^

i just realized i unintentionally recovered?? i stopped eating in a d1sord3rd way??? that's why i've been stuck in a plateau for two months??? DAWG WHAT THE FUCK IM SHOOTING MYSEKF

oh to look like this

Intro post

Hi everyone! My name is Archie and this my intro post!

What will my blog contain?

Recovery tips for @namia, $h, ptsd/c-ptsd, depression and anxiety

Joyful moments, pretty things, achievements of myself and my peers

Poetry, photography and other art I or my loved ones make (mostly about mental health)

My struggles in recovery and how I pushed past them

Love and positivity

DNI : I don't have any dnis really, dont be an asshole or a pedo, over 18 can interact with my posts but please dont dm me anything weird

(tl;dr under the cut)

Every time I open social media im greeted with something horrible. I want to make this account to spread light to the people in the dark like I was for so long. Not everyone is as lucky as me, I have incredible support networks that i will be forever grateful for. I'm going to post recovery tips, joyful moments, my struggles with recovery and how I am overcoming them. I aim to pour my heart and soul into this project as a gift to myself and other people who are still struggling like i once did. I have learned and grown so so much over the past few years and I'm still working on bettering myself but the internet can be a scary place and i want to make it just that tiny bit better.

(Not my photo)

!!ED!!ED!!ED!!

this shit fire (from Google).

ED!!ED!!

anyways, recovery update.

I'm so done.

TW 3d

i haven't eaten all day and i'm SO PROUD OF MYSELF.

we're getting pizza for dinner as well so that's a guarantee i'm not eating that. worst case scenario i do a ch3w and sp!t

should we go for a 2 day fast?

edit- follow up question, do you end up swallowing a lot of the food from ch3w and sp!t? like is it the equivalent of 1 bite?

edit2- i got it forced down my throat 🥲 what a fun day i've been having

TW 3d

winter uniform is back, you know what what means... hiding in jumpers and stockings so you can st@rve without anyone realising and shocking everyone in a few months :))

I hate purging but still feeling some food in me. 😔

I feel like such a wannarexic, but Mia has been my lifeline lately.

my throat hurts.

Friendly reminder, it doesn’t matter what it is, if you split food or a meal, always pick the smaller portion. You eat less and you look nice. Don’t be greedy.

My brother is such a dick (positive) we were watching breaking bad a few weeks back, there’s a scene where a character purposely throws up, and very subtly, especially bc we were with our parents and they don’t know, he just turns to me, and points his finger just a little bit, like oh fr.

I love my brochaco‼️‼️

I need advice, my gag reflex isn’t working right, I ate like 1000 cals at dinner, and tried to purge but nothing would come down, only like 10 mins later. I have the shove my fingers all the way down to even get a feeling. Please, how do I like..Reset it or something?

Mia is starting to control me a bit more than Ana. Idk how to feel, I feel like Ana has better results. Any tips?

I feel so pretty and empty after purging.

I am Frances, she is me.