ED!!ED!!
anyways, recovery update.
I'm so done.
chat, is this Ke$ha?
the dichotomy of girlhood
you dont have to be fatphobic to have an ed.... like its not a symptom, ur js an a$$hole.
let me spoil you bbg
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I give up, lol. I've been trying to lose weight the right way; however, I keep "failing" and overeating. this past Friday, I binged & purged and I just got done binging & purging, with plans of restriction, which means I'm hoisting my white flag.
I am so tired of this constant cycle and failure. I'm not stating full starvation, I just don't think I should eat multiple meals a day if I can't handle it.
I understand this a stupid method which will lead to a dangerous binge/restrict mindset, this is just the last bet I have.
no tags cause why would I tag myself venting??
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I honestly don't understand the problem people have with self harm... It's just a coping mechanism like any other. I don't want to k!ll mys3lf so it's not like its dangerous. Nobody has a problem with smoking and drinking even tho they are terrible for you but as soon as I decide to pull out a blade suddenly everyone's panicking.