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I was sick last week, and that gave me the opportunity to waste all my time on reading and writing and thinking...
Now im just simply feeling like I might cry in any second, I'm tired of school, tired of everyone, especially myself, and i can't focus on anything.
I fcking hate myself for it, because I have really important exams and events coming up and I don't even have a reason to feel this way.
I know the problem is with me, but I can't help it, I might just give up at this point.
How do u make friends in communities?
I know this is a heavily asked question & I know making friends takes time & effort but like- any tips even?
I've been on the internet for a while & only have made 1 friend ovr the whole time, I understand no one owes me friendship or anything, but it's hard not to feel lonely. I love my friend(/p) with all my heart. & I've tried so many ways 2 make new friends but my efforts never work :c Is there something I can b doing better? I want friends like me ig? (alterhumans, xenogender users, alternative ppl & j-fashion enjoyers ect ect) But like- how??? .·°՞(¯□¯)՞°·.
Hi!! So.. Does anyone have mental crap and the just decided no, no my parents will figure it out, I don't have to tell them! And then after 5 years ur parents still think that ur mentally ok? Or it that just me? 🥲
my issue with my anxiety is that the way i typically deal with it at home, i cannot do the same thing at work / in public.
its the reason why i want to start anxiety meds but my mom said that i should try looking at other coping mechanisms first before jumping into something that changes my brain chemistry (shes a nurse and shes for finding other ways to deal with issues before taking something that changes your brain chemistry. which i understand and agree with!!)
im just tired of the anxiety tbh i just wanna live a normal life without the constantly shaking, not being able to breathe properly, fear, etc.
Trying to figure out if my social anxiety is a result of my depression or if my depression is a result of my social anxiety
Guys why is asking for shit so difficult?!
Context: I am doing a fundraiser thing for Thing™, and we need to have A Family Member sign off and help us deposit $100 for the Thing™.
I have known about this Thing™ for like a month after a Mandatory Meeting for the Thing™, i have remembered to ask my Family Member if they can help me.
Should I have asked for help/let them know from the beginning?
Yes
Why didn't I?
I have ✨anxiety✨. And I also hate talking to people from The Older Generations™ (GenX, Boomers, yada yada)
And then after we cleared all that up
MY STOMACH WANTS TO FALL OUTTA MY ASS
guts I swear I just have to throw up I hate this so much
I am just casually listening to sorority noise, which is absolutely ridiculous (for reference the album is You're Not as ____ as You Think). This is like a sad/crying albums, but it's just a fine normal Tuesday and I'm just casually vibing.
I'd like to stop being anxious now. My head is exploding.
I dont see my therapist again until school starts and I've just unlocked a new trauma. I can only talk to one person about it and I'm freaking out. I hate this. I hate life. I'm so uncomfortable and upset and disgusted by everything. I was just starting to like myself.
I dont know what to do anymore. I try so hard and I always end up back here. I'm tired of trying to fight to get out of this. I'm just gonna stay in the dark and hopefully I'll be able to this.
I've been struggling so much. You don't even see it. I've been trying so hard to make things good again but nothing works. I put all of my effort into making us okay that I've started struggling in school. This is the worst I've ever done and I dont know what to do anymore. I'm so tired. I'm so damn tired
I feel so alone. I try to talk to you but I dont know how anymore. I ruined things between us and I don't know how to fix it. I'm not even lonely I know I have you but at the same time I'm so alone.
Life has lost meaning. Life has lost purpose. I'm so lost and numb without you. I can't do this anymore.
Had to reset the clock today. It's been a bad week. I want to lay in bed and rot now
Why do people pretend to be your friend? Why talk shit about how I look? Why not just fucking tell me or keep your opinions to yourself? My appearance does not define who I am as a person. It doesn't define my professionalism or anything. Why pretend?
Why cant I just do it? What's wrong with me?
I just want him to love me again.
When eating does anyone else feel like throwing up as soon as the food touches your tongue? Especially when it comes to meat?
I feel like I need them more than they need me. Even if I am that one that ruined everything, I still need them. I crave them. It feels like they could care less. It's what I deserve.
I wish I had the courage to end it all.
How am I supposed to live after I've hurt the person I love the most?
Female friend: So wait, why don't you just out some other clothes on? Are you like even trans or are you just gay? I mean like just asking or whatev lol
What I want to say -*Me: Well maybe if you listened to me then you would know why, having girl stuff is hard when your parents don't even give you a room of your own, put you wouldn't understand that would you?*
What I really said-"well, uuh, idk, maybe your right I guess, eh, stuff costs money you know? Heh, um, idk, not really shure what I'm talking about I guess....."
I hate it whenever people say “mental health matters!” Until you have a disorder that their neurotypical brains can’t understand. Because the second you tell them about it and it doesn’t fit their romanticized versions of the disorder, they look at you as if you have three heads.
can anyone else relate to this problem? :(
beware, this is a vent-ish
do you ever feel so much anxiety & empty yearning for something, but you cannot grasp the concept of what it is so you just end up crying hysterically. I swear I’m going crazy.
(not in a cringe way)
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To have anxiety sucks, yknow.
It feels like you have a permanent stalker who is also immortal on top of everything. And no matter what you do, he won't go completely away from your life. Growing up, you just learn how to deal with it more effectively while also accepting the bittersweet truth that you and your anxiety are going to be together forever.
Me being the fool I am bought a electric bike to give myself a little bit more freedom but because it's a payment plan I put out on it I've worried myself sick about how much it is even tough it's greatly within my grasp to pay
