"I Get High Of Feeling Half Alive"

: ( maaan

see the THING IS I don't feel like I ever worked hard enough to have "earned" the burnout, which is. probably how we got here.

Being a lover girl is like spin-kicking your own stomach randomly just because. Being a karate master, full on black belt over here !!

"im a lover not a fighter" OH FUCK YOUUU man I CANT STAND LOVE SONGS

Let's pick some and smear it on our hands like 10 years didn't just pass us by

This song, and self-destructive behavior.

This is me btw if you care....

Went on a little walk with my bf - the whole city is blooming!! 🌸🌸

@jagerfreccs 🩷

~ emlékekben amik nem is az enyémek találok rá szimbólumokra amik valamilyen kicsavart módon előbb lettek a honvágyam tárgyai, mint bármi ami valaha is az enyém volt ~

Checking out night mode on my new phone

I just love everything about this, there's something sooo pure and special about cave paintings - i have a special place for them in my heart i swear TTTT

(( i love humans so much ))

sold

I really enjoy painting with a sponge lol, can you tell?

"Got so sick of crying, so just lately; When I catch myself I do a 180"...

..."As this ache in my chest, as my day is done now; The dark covers me and I cannot run now"...

..."When he comes to me, I drip for him tonight; Drowned in me, we bathe under blue light; His face in my dreams seizes my guts; He floods me with dread; Soaked in soul, he swims in my eyes by the bed; Pour myself over him, moon spilling in; And I wake up alone."

Life been so incredibly sad lately. My chest hurts most of the time.

~ Is it too cliché to say i think i can feel my own heart breaking ? ... It is probably.

Man i miss my balcony time ... I need to sit down on a cold foldable chair and listen to the whole Trilogy album in one sitting, stare at one point on the horizon and watch the sun going down, in worst case, getting up.

I just need to find time.