~ emlékekben amik nem is az enyémek találok rá szimbólumokra amik valamilyen kicsavart módon előbb lettek a honvágyam tárgyai, mint bármi ami valaha is az enyém volt ~
Checking out night mode on my new phone
I just love everything about this, there's something sooo pure and special about cave paintings - i have a special place for them in my heart i swear TTTT
(( i love humans so much ))
sold
I really enjoy painting with a sponge lol, can you tell?
Causally making self-portraits while not being able to look in the mirror IS the life im living rn.
Love the hot pink base, at least yk your girl healed in someways if not in others.
I'd love to say everything that's on my mind but i know, no thought in this head should be said out loud.
Is it a bubbly personality or just a coping mechanisms (?) i guess we will never know
Today i finally packed away my winter clothing and got the spring/summer ones out, and i feel like i just reborn.
Im a changed man.
~ btw i feel sooo much better knowing that task has been done, i wanted to do it for weeks now
Life been so incredibly sad lately. My chest hurts most of the time.
~ Is it too cliché to say i think i can feel my own heart breaking ? ... It is probably.
"Got so sick of crying, so just lately; When I catch myself I do a 180"...
..."As this ache in my chest, as my day is done now; The dark covers me and I cannot run now"...
..."When he comes to me, I drip for him tonight; Drowned in me, we bathe under blue light; His face in my dreams seizes my guts; He floods me with dread; Soaked in soul, he swims in my eyes by the bed; Pour myself over him, moon spilling in; And I wake up alone."
Man i miss my balcony time ... I need to sit down on a cold foldable chair and listen to the whole Trilogy album in one sitting, stare at one point on the horizon and watch the sun going down, in worst case, getting up.
I just need to find time.
This is me btw if you care....
Went on a little walk with my bf - the whole city is blooming!! 🌸🌸
@jagerfreccs 🩷
Being a lover girl is like spin-kicking your own stomach randomly just because. Being a karate master, full on black belt over here !!
"im a lover not a fighter" OH FUCK YOUUU man I CANT STAND LOVE SONGS