Life Been So Incredibly Sad Lately. My Chest Hurts Most Of The Time.

I'm going back to writing a diary, future me will be so glad she can reread and laugh at the existential crisis I'm having rn

~What do you mean it can always be worst???

Let's pick some and smear it on our hands like 10 years didn't just pass us by

"Got so sick of crying, so just lately; When I catch myself I do a 180"...

..."As this ache in my chest, as my day is done now; The dark covers me and I cannot run now"...

..."When he comes to me, I drip for him tonight; Drowned in me, we bathe under blue light; His face in my dreams seizes my guts; He floods me with dread; Soaked in soul, he swims in my eyes by the bed; Pour myself over him, moon spilling in; And I wake up alone."

Finding beauty in the disgusting

This is me btw if you care....

Went on a little walk with my bf - the whole city is blooming!! 🌸🌸

@jagerfreccs 🩷

Me and the gang on our 8am monday class

WHEN ON PERIOD:

do not crash out

your feelings are NOT valid

do not send that text

don't kill yourself. lock in

do not act on negative emotions until at least 2 days have elapsed

Being a lover girl is like spin-kicking your own stomach randomly just because. Being a karate master, full on black belt over here !!

"im a lover not a fighter" OH FUCK YOUUU man I CANT STAND LOVE SONGS

☁️ at least while everything changes the sky is the same one we had over our heads in the beginning ☁️

~ On a little family trip

Man i miss my balcony time ... I need to sit down on a cold foldable chair and listen to the whole Trilogy album in one sitting, stare at one point on the horizon and watch the sun going down, in worst case, getting up.

I just need to find time.