When you left, I thought part of me died. No part of me died when you came back and ripped my heart out like it was nothing, like you felt nothing.
You are a warm day that lacks ice cream.
my biggest insult to you
Did I ever matter to you? Or was I just the end game? A prize? I went into this relationship thinking I'd feel more loved than used.
I guess I was wrong about a lot of things
I never thought missing someone could hurt so much. Then I lost you.
I'll be fine
Am I happy? Yet another difficult question. Of course I'm going to lie when I'm not. I'll always say I'm happy, just so no one worries. So no one who is happy has to deal with my darkness. I just hope one day you'll see I'm crying help with my actions, not my words. I just hope someone knows me well enough to see through my lies.
But I'll gladly be happy for you
I feel the safest when I'm wrapped up in your arms. The comedy show is just a background noise to the sound of your heart beat as I lay my head on your chest. Your arms feel so strong and your breaths remind that this is real. That I am here and you are with me, and that you are the one who makes me feel safe.
I spent the whole day with you
Maybe it was just the lighting with the trees and the half hidden sun, but I swear, you are the most beautiful creature I have ever seen. And you wanted to sit next to me. Unbelievable.
Inside the Artist #3
I don't think you know how many times you've talked me off a ledge without even realizing it.
I really do need you
Sitting in complete silence with you isn't awkward anymore. In fact, it brings me great joy in knowing that just my presence is enough for you. And that we don't need to do anything of extravagance is a comfort of its very own.
While you slept with your dog
I feel the closest to you when you are the farthest away.
I can feel you in my heart