Scared

A tree

Fantasises me

The way it stands so strong

It’s branches reaching out

Curling and twisting

In the cool summer wind

Grabbing the air as it passes

What is it reaching for ?

I often adore

The winter time

When it’s branches are bare

The sky

The air

behide each finger

It shadows off

To another ,

Is remarkable and beautiful

How something so plain & tall

Can be so outstanding

Yet missed by all.

@trueemotions91

My mind is my master

A slave to all

The only thing

That is out of my control.

@trueemotions91

Wow , I needed to read this as I could never put this into words as perfect as this person but is spot on & worded so perfectly x

Am I responsible for the damage in me Am I responsible for the damage in you Am I responsible for all of the things I couldn’t see Am I responsible for all of the missed things …when you couldn’t be When you couldn’t be I couldn’t rise from my own I needed you Just like you needed me Doomed to everything in between Doomed by the things we couldn’t see Doomed by the things we let be

I hate, me.

- {GK VIV}

5 boys who are running around,

doing what these boys do.

Power rangers.

Fighting & cars

Bruises from bangs

cuts from falls.

Feet stomping from your moods.

Screaming

All in a hurry.

Baby dolls. Kissses. Cuddles. Helping. Tears.

All the things above are nothing bad.

As they are what are perparing you to be a perfect man.

Your learn to control them paddys and in return control anger.

The tears you cry now will show you that being a man also means you need emotion because you are just another

human .

The bruises and bangs just make you that little bit tougher.

The dolls you play with now will help you as you to one day become a father.

The kisses and cuddles will show you that's all your family will need one day to feel protected just like you do now.

But for now I'm sit back watching you grow with tears, laughter and sometimes a bit of frustration - but mummy knows all the bad and all the good is going make you the perfect man for your future .

@trueemotions91

A joker ,

Hidden from me

Are you really surprised

I can see through the pain,

Painted on smile

In red lines .

Aint hard to see in

Between .

Painted white for the world

To see

But

Under the light ,

Your just another

Delusion of the night,

You think your words can itch me,

I have clowns in my dreams

Somewhere you could never reach ,

Think your nightmares

Can stench me from

My haven ,

Only witches have that cauldron

When they cackle up the night sky,

The birds want to come play ,

Because you will always hide

When the disguise

Falls behind the blind.

@trueemotions91

I thanked her

For my pain ,

For the pile of emotions

She left Upon my floor,

I still thanked her

For making me feel so raw,

Because she taught me

True life law,

I still thank her to this day

For all the heartache .

She taught me to self love

from The core,

You see ,

There is always a tale,

When they think

Thier have done the deed

And watch you crumbled to

Your knees,

But what she didn’t expect to see,

Was me to come back ,

Roaring an all ,

While she

Is still

Trying to find her

True Fairy tale,

When she allowed me

To find my soul

A long time ago.

@trueemotions91

Fondling ,

In between the leaves,

Of a crispy bed of seaweed.

Slithering down my body

To find thier new home

deep in between my legs,

Where the spiders wait

Late at night

Stalking thier next victim ,

The mouse use me for warmth,

Scared of the night time dawn.

the owl holds all

Of my darkest secrets,

The stars have witnessed

My deepest desire ,

She feels me

When I whisper ,

Her leaves curl

Into a twisted picture .

Their all use me for

shelter.

@trueemotions91

A bolboreta ..

.. A shiny flurry groovy soul wish you all have a lovely day ! :)

Heart broken

My life’s a mess

I don’t know where is my place of rest

Just need a escape from this place

Feels like hell ,

I’d rather skate,

My way up to heavens gate ,

Then live this joke of a life

Am I that horrible

I attract selfish people

Does my mind really play me from behide

I don’t undertstand

I’m just confused

To what to do

Slowly but surely I’m breaking

In two

And I’m truly losing my self

To this sticky game of glue

I tell everyone to smile

But can’t force it upon my own frown

Why is life so hard

Why is it the ones we love

The ones who hurt us the most

If that’s the case I would rather die

I give up on life

Always doing my best

Breaking my insides for all the rest

My mind screams for me to give it a break

But my heart won’t let me escape

I’m slowly starting to lose all hope

Of what I call a human joke .

@trueemotions91

Love is so fucking hard ,

To give till you die ,

I think Their ment

Till your soul,

Is killed off

And nothing is left

But the clear blue sky .

@trueemotions91