My Mother And I Work In The Same Office Sometimes And Her Watch Updated And Now Makes Noise When She

guess who finally finished the main part of their final and can now draw poolverine without feeling guilty?? It is I!!!

24 hours of insomnia brought to you by my latest manic episode (feat. anxiety, procrastination, and 3 shots of espresso)

remembering the time i got my nails done for my promotion, waited two hours because the people forgot i was there, got asked repeatedly if the color i wanted was right because it wasn't "girly enough", and then the tech did them completely wrong and i cried the whole way home :)

me: i don't have a phobia of bugs, that'd be stupid haha

also me: literally cries when a moth touches me and then proceeds to hallucinate visual bugs and the feeling of bugs both in and out of my body for the next hour

weirdly enough, the constant in my life currently that keeps me a little more grounded though my constant state of depression is the sheer amount of bots i find myself blocking at the end of the day

i have arachnophobia and tried to play kill it with fire and it was not as therapeutic as i thought it would be

i'm literally so stressed?? i cant?? sleep??? lol??

i had a dream that i went to dinner with my girlfriend and her family and they didn't like me but i also vividly remember not understanding their social queues whatsoever so i couldn't tell that they didn't like me until they started talking shit about me to my face

also this one guy that's kinda just been following me around in my dreams was there and offered me a seat at his table

i failed my math final because i:

1. didn't understand half the material in the class and none of the material on the test (i have asked for help in the past but the teacher didn't offer anything that ended up working)

2. lost track of time and started panicking about how much time i had left

3. none of the words or equations were processing correctly and i kept mixing up formulas and problems

reblogging for affirmations and balls 😍😍😍🥰🥰

Daily Affirmations

I. am. enough.

I am. a beautiful person.

Everything. is going to be okay.

I am deserving. of love.

My balls. are huge.

I am allowed. to feel happy.