I Failed My Math Final Because I:

24 hours of insomnia brought to you by my latest manic episode (feat. anxiety, procrastination, and 3 shots of espresso)

holds them gently

there's this one nice barista at the starbucks my mom and i regular and she's so sweet she keeps using he/him pronouns for me and conversations with her are really nice but i haven't ran into her for a while and i'm a little sad about it :/ like i have tea for her and everything

a rant made of absolute nonsense that absolutely ZERO people would ever care about is incoming eventually. i have very strong feelings about a specific character/property and care so very much about how said character/property is portrayed. i have a list of acceptable adaptations/interpretations of the character and a list of complete garbage that should never have been created let alone made a profit. all of my qualifications for either. placement is incredibly arbitrary. you WILL get the long post once i can wrap my head around exactly why the character is so fucking good but in english words and not just the visual of her spinning very rapidly in my mind in various pretty outfits

me, writing: how many vowels can i add before this sound ends up summoning something

me, physically shaking: don't make another divorcee, don't make another divorcee

the hind mind, chronic divorce trope lover: but they always wanted children together and split amicably because love doesn't always mean devotion

i dont think they understand that the only thing that can get me out of my room to talk to them is them asking for me to and the only way ill forgive them is if they apologize. it doesnt even need to be sincere or heartfelt or a promise, i just want an apology. every single time theyve come into my room to give me water to ask me something, ive answered happily, so im not locking them put or anything. i just want them to say theyre sorry and then we can move on

my parents fucked up a couple of days ago and theyve been trying to buy back my affection with food and soda and like valiant effort but i just want an apology. in the mean time i will enjoy these rangoons while i work

i waste my best material on here

i love the italian renaissance but if you even touch me with an article on the early renaissance i'd scream

i decided i'm doing my final project in my english class on the 1994 Spider-Man show seasons 1-4 (because 5 looks like a nightmare rn) and oh my god i just made stat docs for citing and all that and what the fuck i know the show is chaotic but also there's so much happening