This Is To All Them Straight/bi Ladies Out There.

This is adorable. Love these two.

gltas / razaya ;_; ♡

Optimist: The glass is half full.

Pessimist: The glass is half empty.

Me: Well, you see, it depends. Was the liquid just poured, or did someone drink from the glass/pour some out? If door #1, then it's half full. If door #2, then it's half empty.

Started watching Hyouka. I think it's pretty good so far and Horato Oreki is super dooper hot. Plus, he's lazy. Like me. And you just gotta love his motto:

See, told you he's hot.

Just as some background, I'm a senior in high school and I'm on the cross country team. My brother's friends live relatively close to me and him so we end up carpooling to and from practice (although with school, it's more carpooling from practice). Our one idiot friend's dad sometimes gets us from practice. Now, this guy annoys me. When we had practice in the summer, he'd occasionally take us there and when he did, he'd get us there late. Anyway, homecoming is coming up and a couple days ago, the dad was talking us home from practice and he was talking to all of us and he's saying something like, "I know this guy and he has some girls that I can set you guys up with as dates for homecoming". Now, I'm gay. However, I'm not admitting that to everyone in the car (there were four of us kids and besides me, everyone is a junior). And the LAST person I'm telling my secret to is this kid's dad. And he started talking to me for a bit, saying "@cadawan, you're not saying anything. You up for a date?" and I was caught off guard so I just go "Hm? Oh...uh, nah". I was sitting in the very back of his car, btw. And I know that he isn't really gonna set us up with dates but istg if he actually did I'd be friggin pissed. That would just be really awkward for me and I'm sure whoever the girls is, she wouldn't like me. I wouldn't want her asking me something like "What's wrong? Do you not like me or something?". Like, what do I say to that?

"Sorry darling, girls just don't do it for me"?

"Sorry, I prefer dudes"?

"Sorry, I'm gay, tho"?

Like, that's all I can think of saying.

Side note, there's actually this cute boy on the cross country team that I totally have a crush on and I'm pretty sure he's gay too but I dunno know if he has a bf and I'm too chicken shit to ask. I personally wouldn't go with a date to homecoming but if he asked me, I wouldn't be able to refuse. He is SUCH a sweet kid and I feel really awkward about fantasizing about kissing him but I can't help it. He is legit the only reason I like going to practice.

Lego Star Wars fans: "You know what would be cool? A new set. For instance, a big Invisible Hand set, or a separatist command ship set, or a cool new Clone Wars set."

Lego: "Hah, fuck you. We're gonna remake the X-Wing again, and you're gonna like it."

Not me about to rewatch Death Note for the third time after finishing rewatching it, like, a few days ago.

Damn it, I really want a working Death Note. I have a prop one–

–but can't help but fantasize over having a real one.

Picture this, Leena Jay, Thatveganteacher, and Cameron Herrin all gone in under a minute. Not to mention a bunch of other criminals. Now, I know I'm sounding just like Light Yagami but unlike him, I wouldn't write fucking fifty names down per day or however many he was writing down each day in the beginning. Shit, it's more likely that the most I'll ever use it is every other day. At MOST. And even then, any day I use it (again, probably not often) I'll only write, like, a few names. Oh and yes, I would make the Shinigami eye deal. "But Razer, that cuts your remaining lifespan in half".

😐.....Do I look like I give a fuck?

I don't give any fucks. I see it only as a win for me. First of all, any criminal that I see, I'll be able to know his/her name. A Win. Second, ion care if my remaining life is cut in half. Life is overrated, it sucks for so many people and I'm sure I'd end up being one of those people. And unlike Light, I'm not trying to be the "God of the new world". No, no, I'd really only use it if I get real pissed at a criminal or at someone who is making other people hate themselves or any terrible person.

Really the only downside I see to this is having a Shinigami hanging around me 24/7. That'd just annoy me cuz I wouldn't be able to do most of the stuff I do now, like getting horny by looking at anime characters.

"Oh but if you use the Death Note you can't get into Heaven or Hell". Yeah, yeah, I know. Don't you think I know that? I don't have a problem with that. I mean, if that rule wasn't there and I could go to Heaven or Hell, I'd be going straight to hell, seeing as how I wrote people's names down in a supernatural notebook with the intent to kill them. Anyway, apparently you go to this place called "MU" which is "nothingness". Kay, I'd take that over Hell any day of the week.

While I would feel bad for the people possibly out of their jobs and all of the fans of JJK, CM, and other animes, I would laugh so hard and be so proud if I saw a Crunchyroll or Screen Rant headline saying "Mappa Studio Loses Money/Bankrupted After Canceling Yuri!!! On Ice Movie". I would be so proud to be a YOI fan.

December 23rd,

Happy birthday to Kojiro Bondo of class 1-B at UA High.

This is a bit nsfw (because it's a smut manga) but out of pure horniness, I wanna share what I've been reading. I personally enjoy it (mostly due to the gay sex) but I find the story enjoyable as well, although I don't read much manga so I don't really have anything to compare it to. Oh, also I find the characters hot.

https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/my_quiet_best_friend_s_just_tongue_tied/

Also, as far as I know it has a 9.1 rating so....

So I said in an earlier post that I thought Azog the defiler from the Hobbit was hot and I asked if that was weird. Just in case you don't know what he looks like, here are a couple of reference pictures:

So....am I weird? Okay, well, there's no doubt about that, but can anyone else see why I think he's hot?