Me With The Trip I Wanted To Go On

healthy people will never understand the amount of joy i feel when i come home dreading having to feed myself to then realize i still got leftovers

would love to make friends with some other chronically ill people!

some stuff about me:

i'm 19 and diagnosed with dysautonomia. i also got some chronic back pain and other stuff i'm trying to get checked out

feel free to message me if you aren't some creep :)

playing a fun game of anxiety or new chronic illness symptom

love the random wave of nausea that hits me multiple times a day /s

"just listen to your body"

hate to break it to you, but if i would do that i wouldn't even get out of bed

grateful for everything my life is besides the illness

grateful for everyone i get to have close to my heart

grateful for everything i get to experience

i refuse to let being sick stop me from being grateful for the rest

fighting the occasional urge to scream, because being chronically ill feels unfair and it really is all too much sometimes

having to wait a long time for a doctors appointment sucks, because until i got proof i am not getting any accomodations from my school and it's affecting my health even more

sometimes i forget you can actually just pass out from pain

my body just said "nope"

just bonded with someone over the fact that both of our bodies seem to hate us