Love The Random Wave Of Nausea That Hits Me Multiple Times A Day /s

naptime does become mandatory again when you're chronically ill

i think i keep forgetting my chronic illness won't just stop once i graduate... like i'll actually have to live with it in the future and i have to work with it

i've always seen my graduation as the final goal before having the freedom to decide what i want my life to look like and now that is being taken from me

i always forget... i guess despite all i am still secretely waiting for a magical cure

i'm just gonna pretend when people stare at me in public/their heads turn when i walk by it's because i'm pretty, not because i use a cane

i'm tired of being scared of how i feel

making jokes about being chronically ill with my friends, because somehow things are a little less heavy when you laugh about it

hypothetically in how much pain would i have to be in order for it to be okay to tell people to fuck off? because i am close

wishing my chronic illness would take the day off on busy days

made the typical joke about "being allergic to gravity" today and i got an understanding nod instead of a "wtf"... now i'm the one that's confused

barely having symptoms for a few days made me think i was cured... turns out that isn't the case

everything that could hurt... hurts...