I'm Tired Of Being Scared Of How I Feel

Mobility aids and other disability tools are really hot

If I see you in public using something that's helping you to get around or feel better then just know I'm thinking you're hot

recovering from a simple cold really takes incredibly long when you have a chronic illness...

like please i wanna be able to do at least some things again

i once asked a teacher to leave the room cause i was feeling like i was about to pass out so i wanted to lay down, he said yes, but after class came up to me telling me i should see a therapist because this seems like a serious mental problem.

SIR i am chronically ill...

i told him this is a physical condition and he said he doesn't believe me and doesn't wanna hear excuses

hypothetically in how much pain would i have to be in order for it to be okay to tell people to fuck off? because i am close

i feel like i wasted all my healthy years with being sad

You are well within your right to be angry about the help you didn't get and should have gotten.

You are well within your right to be angry about having your needs neglected.

You are well within your right to be angry.

not being able to sleep due to pain sucks, because sleep is the one time i am not in pain

i feel like i only really developed something similar to health anxiety after a chronic illness...

because what if this is just a new thing now?

started doing physical therapy again and my chronic pain got worse... really debating just quitting rn

i'm just gonna pretend when people stare at me in public/their heads turn when i walk by it's because i'm pretty, not because i use a cane