I Hate When I, A Completely Healthy Person (very Chronically Ill), Get Sick (flare Up) For No Reason

thinking about the time i fainted and after managing to get up with my friends help i walked up to my gym teacher telling him i gotta sit down and he refused to let me because "sitting down will make you feel worse"

SIR i have a chronic illness and was just laying face down in the gass...

but he obviously didn't notice cause he was too busy yelling at me for being late

(he knows too, it's not like he's unaware of me having health issues)

everything that could hurt... hurts...

there are things i need to do, but i can't cause i'm sick

chronic pain and final exams at the same time isn't fun

me: "i'm so fatigued and my brain fog is pretty bad"

healthy person: "stop complaining, i'm tired too"

your "tired" is not the same as my fatigued! sleep won't cure me, this is not how it works!

"just listen to your body"

hate to break it to you, but if i would do that i wouldn't even get out of bed

sometimes i forget you can actually just pass out from pain

my body just said "nope"

"Why do I feel sick" my brother in christ you have a chronic illness

i know i shouldn'r be but i am kinda scared to use my cane out in public alone... i just use it with someone i trust around

they CANCELLED the cardiologist appointment i was waiting for for OVER HALF A YEAR!

i was waiting for over an hour just to have someone come up to me to tell me they have to cancel and that i should call in 3 weeks to make a new appointment

the medical system is fucking bullshit and neglectful