Im-made-of-crushed-little-stars - I'm Made Of Crushed Little Stars

Oh not to mention I made a new friend(who I have a crush on but we're not getting into that dm if you want to know)if being told and "warned about me"that I'm a violent abusive person

Isn't my life just great😍😍😍

Okay so apparently I'm a mean abusive horrible person now 😍😍😍

Don't you just love when people attack you cause your stop being friends with them

And don't you love when the person attacking you wasn't even involved like me and her were good but I stopped being friends with you friends(one wrote a note to me that was just mean things about me and the other had been a bad friend since the 1 grade)

Don't you just love that for me😍😍😍😍🤩🤩

one of my many skills is fucking things up

Do you notice my absence?

I wish I could make them happy

I wish I could make their pain stop

I wish I could make all their pain go away

Why is it so hard to ask simple questions like "hey you wanna calling just feel like I can't cause I'm bothering people

I can’t explain what goes on in my head anymore

I never realized how calming sh really is until I'm almost ripping my hair out and hitting my head trying to not cut and distract myself, now I've relapsed and I feel so calm w the blood running down my arm

I'm ashamed of my own pain

I want to memorize your likes, your dislikes, your schedule, your everything. I’ll take notes, write everything down on paper. I need to know everything about you.