I'm Ashamed Of My Own Pain

Just when you think you’ve reached the bottom, the ground splits again

Was I raised without love or was I born unlovable?

pretty faces deserve to be grabbed and kissed consistently throughout the day

Screaming giggling kicking my feet

I'm so replaceable

I can't do this omg

Vent post

So I have a friend I'm calling A and I always listen to her talk about the boy she dating or the boy she likes and no matter what I stop what I'm doing to listen to her but today I wanted to tell her me and this girl I like had are first phone call cause it made me really happy and as I'm about to say something she opens her book an says give me a second and I got mad at her for it cause why would you do that and ignored her.well a little bit ago she asked if I was still mad at her and I didn't respond she asked me if I heard about her breakup that happened today (which was her fault cause she flirted with another guy) and I mumbled yea and she starts talking about the breakup so I tell her I don't care and she says why so I tell her I'm not gonna listen to your problem that YOU started when you won't listen to one thing I was gonna tell me and then she says I'll play a game with you if you stop being mad a me like no I don't want to play a fucking game with you. And the most annoying part is she told my friend M that she didn't know why I was mad at her when I HAD JUST SAID IT I swear I'm so fucking done

Hey guys sorry for my absence I took a tumblr break so I won't go crazy. Here's an update

I've been trying g to get better mentally but it's not really working I've made up with alot of people even tho I don't really want to I'm just tried of worrying about getting harassed all bay but my friend imma call A has been ignoring me for her boyfriend and won't stop be sexual to me and about me and I don't really know what to do I just miss my best friend with all my heart

I'm sick and have almost thrown up 3 times today and what dose my mom say "figure out how to get better cause your going to school tomorrow" so I called her out on how she's being a crappie person so now she pissed at me for not wanting to go to school when I'm sick meanwhile she takes the whole week of when she's sick

the “i wanna go home” never leaves my head even when i’m physically sitting in my bed