I Never Realized How Calming Sh Really Is Until I'm Almost Ripping My Hair Out And Hitting My Head Trying

Great news I got a girlfriend Monday

But she broke up with me

I will never get to have my special someone

switching between needing physical touch and wanting to rip my skin off at the thought of another human being touching me

Dead, but alive, still.

the moment sh goes from punishment to reward, you're cooked

I actually cannot stand it here anymore

We should

✞ 666 ✞

i just want attention why does everyone hate me

i feel like a terrible person every waking hour and i cant stand this feeling

i dont understand how i want to be absolutely adored and forgotten at the same time

and most of all i feel ugly