How Am I So Good At Fucking Shit Up??

i like when my friends are nice to me and like me

I scream for love with the same mouth that spits venom, and I wonder why no one stays

I'm ashamed of my own pain

I never realized how calming sh really is until I'm almost ripping my hair out and hitting my head trying to not cut and distract myself, now I've relapsed and I feel so calm w the blood running down my arm

please let me devote myself to you completely.. it's all i've ever wanted.. <3

i'm a terrible human being

I have this silly little feeling in my chest that's making me want to die

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