Please Let Me Devote Myself To You Completely.. It's All I've Ever Wanted..

I just want somebody to show me that they care. I want a best friend, hell, I want any friend, and I want a lover.

I look like a zebra lol

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All I ever wanted was to experience what its like to feel safe with someone.

fighting the urge to say thank you for talking to me

Being traumatized from an early age is strange.

I long for a home I never had.

i have genuinely destroyed my entire life and can’t even handle the consequences

i was so naive covering my body with scars thinking that somebody would notice and care, now i know that nobody cares no matter how bad it is and now im left with my body covered in scars. all for nothing.

all this effort for what?? im still fucking disgusting, ugly and pathetic. i feel so fucking useless. what’s the fucking point of trying anymore? i can’t see it.

i dont know if i ever could really.

I guess there’s comfort in the fact that no one will ever hate me as much as I hate myself