Considering This For The Rest Of February Or March

a SINGLE crumb or two of (bland) rice cake entered my stomach because my father forced me to eat SOMETHING and now I feel like shit! Like I know it’s less then 4 calories for a crumb or two but still..

despretely in need of an almond mom, i geniunely cant do this shit alone i swear

can someone explain to me WHY i crave alcohol even though im not an alcoholic and have only had extremely small sips that were soon spat out???

i wont stay up late, again!

and then i stay up late again.

“its seems so long,

i need someone”

tip for people who are fasting !! if you can drink water i highly reccomend adding lemon and cucumber slices!! it gives the water a sweet taste,

I haven’t been active buttt im planning to f4st the entirety of next week (Monday-Sunday) any tips??

Triggering movies/shows to watch

Movies:

•to the bone

•Starving In Suburbia

•Perfect Body

•Little Miss Perfect

•For The Love of Nancy

•When Friendship Kills

•The Best Little Girl In The World

•Thin (Documentary)

•Hunger Point

•A Secret Between Friends

•The brief life of Catherine

•black swan

•The Secret Life of Mary Margare

Shows:

•skins (uk)

•Flesh and Bone the TV show

•secret eaters

•any Victoria secret model walk shows (2000s)

•super size vs super skinny

•1000 lbs sisters

•my 600 lbs life

•Too F@t for Love

•F@t Families

would love to hump a bulge rn

Chubby king