i wont stay up late, again!
and then i stay up late again.
can someone PLEASE give me ways to make myself sick QUICK, ive been feeling like shit but I’m scared that I’m actually not sick and just over exaggerating it, so I want to get worse since I’m going 2 the doctor tomorrow..
atp im finna need a non-p3d0 coach becuase ive been having SUCH bad binge episodes its not even funny anymore
tip for people who are fasting !! if you can drink water i highly reccomend adding lemon and cucumber slices!! it gives the water a sweet taste,
How long have you been pvrg1ng?How often? What did you come to? What triggered you todo so?
Do you remember how was your first time?
I honestly cant remember, but I’d estimate about 2 or so months. My first time pvrg1ng was really weird, and felt disgusting af. But I got over it because ive intentionally thrown up b4 to get home from skl.
what triggered my pvrg3 was a really bad binge and I felt such immense guilt I couldnt bear it. And after that I started doing it way more often because I felt so empty and even lost weight after pvrg1ng
hunger just feels so right
craving frozen grapes cs i (personally) think they taste like ice cream but im sick so my dad wont let me have cold food 💔
im gonna go insane i was f4sting like the best damn 4na and went down 2kg in js a couple days but now im in a cycle of f4sting then b1ng1ng and then f4sting GOD atp only those 4na gcs with super strict rules or h3ll even a damn coach
this being on my diet coke, the only thing i got from subway, is hilarious. thanks for the motivation <3
considering this for the rest of february or march
what if i only ate an apple a day for the whole of January