a SINGLE crumb or two of (bland) rice cake entered my stomach because my father forced me to eat SOMETHING and now I feel like shit! Like I know it’s less then 4 calories for a crumb or two but still..
hunger just feels so right
can someone PLEASE give me ways to make myself sick QUICK, ive been feeling like shit but I’m scared that I’m actually not sick and just over exaggerating it, so I want to get worse since I’m going 2 the doctor tomorrow..
im like 99% sure im sick and have been feeling like shit so i got to go home early at like 12 something am, i binged like crazy and i feel 20x worse but i can at least ⭐rve myself since my parents r gunna think its only cs im sick..
im gonna go insane i was f4sting like the best damn 4na and went down 2kg in js a couple days but now im in a cycle of f4sting then b1ng1ng and then f4sting GOD atp only those 4na gcs with super strict rules or h3ll even a damn coach
I just binged. fvcking two bread pieces with Nutella, a piece of cake, and juice. Oh my gosh. I’m gonna kms. (It’s like 2k+ calories all together btw.)
considering this for the rest of february or march
what if i only ate an apple a day for the whole of January
I haven’t been active buttt im planning to f4st the entirety of next week (Monday-Sunday) any tips??
sighs in im sick of binging, purging, binging, chilling, purging, and then chilling all day. I can still Taste the throw up in my throat. Yuck.