sighs in im sick of binging, purging, binging, chilling, purging, and then chilling all day. I can still Taste the throw up in my throat. Yuck.
I just binged. fvcking two bread pieces with Nutella, a piece of cake, and juice. Oh my gosh. I’m gonna kms. (It’s like 2k+ calories all together btw.)
can someone explain to me WHY i crave alcohol even though im not an alcoholic and have only had extremely small sips that were soon spat out???
I haven’t been active buttt im planning to f4st the entirety of next week (Monday-Sunday) any tips??
yesterday morning i was making a healthy low cal breakfest (like 140 calories) and my dad praised me and even took a picture of me...i have never been happier, like yessss, unkowingly support my ed!!!
•to the bone
•Starving In Suburbia
•Perfect Body
•Little Miss Perfect
•For The Love of Nancy
•When Friendship Kills
•The Best Little Girl In The World
•Thin (Documentary)
•Hunger Point
•A Secret Between Friends
•The brief life of Catherine
•black swan
•The Secret Life of Mary Margare
•skins (uk)
•Flesh and Bone the TV show
•secret eaters
•any Victoria secret model walk shows (2000s)
•super size vs super skinny
•1000 lbs sisters
•my 600 lbs life
•Too F@t for Love
•F@t Families
considering this for the rest of february or march
what if i only ate an apple a day for the whole of January
atp im finna need a non-p3d0 coach becuase ive been having SUCH bad binge episodes its not even funny anymore
im like 99% sure im sick and have been feeling like shit so i got to go home early at like 12 something am, i binged like crazy and i feel 20x worse but i can at least ⭐rve myself since my parents r gunna think its only cs im sick..
tip for people who are fasting !! if you can drink water i highly reccomend adding lemon and cucumber slices!! it gives the water a sweet taste,