Calling Antipsychotics The Silly Meds Cause I Don't Want To Think About It Too Deeply

All of this thinking about the past is making me want to relapse out of fear, i'm working so hard on practicing healthier coping mechanisms but god i really can't stand all this pressure

Our meds definitely aren't enough,,,

FUCKING SHITHEADS YOU HAVE ONE (1) JOB

I probably shouldn't be allowed near alcohol but whatever

Not sure how much longer i can keep on going

It didn't work long enough guys the thoughts are back give me a break

Making crepes cause apparently suicide is wrong 😑

You know what makes me more enraged about this? He kept acting like i was talking about it as if having alters is some funny shit when i hate these fuckers. I want them dead. I'm being so serious when i say if there was a way to detach them from my brain i'll just instantly kill them. I'm suffering here i'm not here for the shits and giggles. Fuck you

Jonah affirmatiom of the day: you don't need a specific label for your experiences to be seen as valid

Is it fine i regret not take advantage of Forest's moment of weakness the other day? Like i know i did the right thing god i miss that feeling so bad

Pay attention to me please