Is It Fine I Regret Not Take Advantage Of Forest's Moment Of Weakness The Other Day? Like I Know I Did

Mixing alcohol with meds will never not feel good

You know what makes me more enraged about this? He kept acting like i was talking about it as if having alters is some funny shit when i hate these fuckers. I want them dead. I'm being so serious when i say if there was a way to detach them from my brain i'll just instantly kill them. I'm suffering here i'm not here for the shits and giggles. Fuck you

To smoke or not to smoke, this is the question. (Pondering whether a cigarette too much will make me unable to talk and walk)

Can't die yet. Need to spend easter with our wife

Jonah affirmatiom of the day: you don't need a specific label for your experiences to be seen as valid

I wish syshopping was real so that i could chose some random problematic system to hop into and then kill myself

No jonah you can't smoke weed we don't OWN weed

The crisis has restarted

The crisis has passed

Calling antipsychotics the silly meds cause i don't want to think about it too deeply

I think aknowledging i need help is a big step.

Will i accept it tho? Who fucking knows