You know what makes me more enraged about this? He kept acting like i was talking about it as if having alters is some funny shit when i hate these fuckers. I want them dead. I'm being so serious when i say if there was a way to detach them from my brain i'll just instantly kill them. I'm suffering here i'm not here for the shits and giggles. Fuck you
Can't die yet. Need to spend easter with our wife
Can brain decide just one self destructive thing for me to struggle with
Existing is already so fucking hard as it is
I only have two moods and none of them are appropriate
Mixing alcohol with meds will never not feel good
Mf please leave my brain istg i'm going insane
I feel so fucking guilty why can i never do anything right
I think aknowledging i need help is a big step.
Will i accept it tho? Who fucking knows
Mf please explode i don't even know where to begin expressing how much i hate you
egg squad 🍳 trying to find my own space to deal with my traumas yk #fuck endos
58 posts