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part 3 out of 3 for season 3. spoilers for late season 3!
welp heres 5 post mind control, a total wreck who is exclusively powered by the screaming rage and terror at the thought of moonchild getting what she wants.
1. growing their hair out and cutting their beard are now severe triggers for them. they obsessively trim their hair far shorter than normal but will cut you if you go anywhere near the beard. dyed their green the most eyewatering, unnatural shade of neon green they could find as an act of panicked defiance and to try and regain some autonomy.
2. insomnia took a hard turn for the worse accompanied by nightmares and panic attacks.
3. fell off a seven year self harm wagon.
4. severe mood swings. desperately wants the comfort of their loved ones but feels too guilty to seek it out
like the only thing that will ever be posted on tjis acc apparently but STILL OH MY GOD ILL NEVER GET OVER THIS /POS
I JUST KEDP LOOKIGN AT IT ITS SO GOOD BRO IS MOT DOING GOOD
I read an amazingly well-written DBL fic by @tired-sunny , and I just HAD to draw some fanart for it✨
Artwork and link to fic under the cut for the following trigger warnings!!
TW: CHARACTER S3LF H4RM AND BLOOD!!
To spoil the ending, Shallot’s ok, he’s alive, someone helps him, he’s ok 💙
Sunny, I’ll say it again, your fic made me incredibly emotional, congratulations 👏😭 Totally gonna read it again
Her blood is on my hands I don't remember what happened last night All I see is a foggy glow All I hear is a shriek.
Her blood is on my hands I feel a weight on my chest My eyes are flooding I can't stop crying
A stone cold wall is against my back I can see my writings on the walls I see blood on my hands Even if it's not there at all.
I feel so confused and crazed And I'm running into walls So the blood that's on my hands Isn't yours.
I can't hear you Everything's fuzzy I see in black I see in blue On my hands a scarlet hue.
I finally wake from my bed Sweating through my clothes I can't see you I can't see you lying there But there's still blood on my hands Then I see the bruises on my hands
Then I realize With tears in my eyes And a pain in my head That it's all mine.
⚠️ heads-up!
Hilo, this poem's a bit darker than my usual ones -it's a fictional/poetic expression of trauma. So, if it feels too much, pls stop reading and do something silly, like pretend you're a chicken 🐔 💛
Tw!!!!!
Self harm
So this evening, i felt the urge to self harm when my parents made me feel like shit BUT instead of cutting myself like i wanted to, i went for a run and enjoyed a warm shower after that :)
I am so happy because to me, it is always a huge problem to resist the urge to self harm :)
sometimes songs lyrics hit too close to home
here take this stupid meme i made instead of doing my homework
I didnt, want to do this but, uh
Two notes and I push back self harming by a day
One note and I push back suicide attempts for a day.
Really my, only lifeline now. Gotta see if someone cares
You see a post like this? Where OP might hurt/kill themselves? You hit that button that I circled
Hit that.
Click Suicide or Self-harm Concern
Yes.
Fill in the rest of it, and hit submit. The "content you reported" will fill itself in
Tumblr will follow up and help them.
This could SAVE SOMEONE'S LIFE.