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IM SOBBING

I MISS MY KIDS WTF (not my actual kids but like I basically adopted Claire and Olive frfr, they aren’t just like little sisters they are my children 😔😭)

I saw the sweetest edit of Claire and I’m dying, I forgot how sweet she kind and head strong she is and how much I miss her hugs and the way she would run into my arms

I miss my dear Olive and her toothy grin and her never ending optimism, I miss how she would grab my hand and drag me around the house or playing hide and seek

I miss my DR family so much, like I need them more than ever right now (I almost went to the hospital today and all I could think of was Miss P stroking my hair while humming and Bronwyn holding me in a bear hug and Horace brewing me some tea and frickin Enoch telling me facts about cars bc he doesn’t know how to help and Fiona bringing me flowers with Hugh and Millard reading me Shakespearean sonnets and Emma heating blankets for me and Olive and Claire bringing their plushies for me to cuddle with, like the level of comfort they provide and love they bring makes me cry, they are truly my chosen family)

I’ll be back I’m gonna go sob to more edits of my family 😭

terrifying (shifted to the wrong reality one to many times, explosives + minefields were involved 😭)

but in all honestly shifting is such an extraordinary feeling and experience, the rest of my experiences are positive 👍

have you shifted before? if so, how was the experience?

nope

For the DR ask game 💙

— 🍏 CRISP GREEN APPLE … what’s a memory from your childhood in your DR that stands out amongst the others? the edges of the picture are crisp, it may not be particularly good or bad—but intricately memorable

— 🍅 SCARLET TOMATO … what’s the juiciest secret you’ve ever kept or will keep in your DR? the kind of scandalous thing that would positively burst into drama if revealed

— 🍊 SUNSET CITRUS ORANGE … what’s your favorite kind of outing to go on in your DR, with your friends, family, or your partner? whether it’s a classy art gallery, a carefree rocky beach, or an urban jaunt to the mall, you know you’ll have a good time every time

{+ if you have an s/o}

— 🍉 JUICY WATERMELON … what’s your favorite thing about your lover in your DR? the way they smell like home, how they make your chest hurt with laughter, how they take care of you. maybe the way their hair falls in their face just so

EEEEEEEK IVE BEEN WAITING FOR SOMEONE TO ASK THIS!!!! Thank you so much!!

I will be answering from my MPHFPC DR self, Eleanor Peregrine :>

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 1. 🍏

The first time I’ve ever created my own loop. The sparks I felt coming from my hands, my wings being in flames, seeing the world spin around me as I floated in the air. The wind whipping around me and then it all stopped. It paused, time paused for me. I looked around the once powerful waves of the Wales ocean, now still as a stone. And once I set my pocket watch back, everything went back to motion. The loop was inside of the already created 1940 loop in Cairnholm, and it spanned a few feet wide, it wasn’t much, but it was my first loop. The intense feelings of pride and excitement and exhilaration flowed through my veins like nothing else. That was the moment I felt how truly powerful I was

2. 🍅

I promised myself to never tell this to Emma, but once Abe left, Miss P would ask me to go outside the loop to check in on him at different points of his life. No normal ever saw me, as normals see me as a mourning Dove while peculiar folk see me in my white-phoenix form. I was there when Abe got married, when Franklin and Susan were born, I watched them grow up. I remember how disappointed Abe was that they weren’t peculiar, but he loved them greatly. I would report back to Miss P after every visit, she loved him as her own son and it made her happy to know he was safe and had his own family. it was years later that I went back to check in on Abe, as Miss P decided it was time to stop meddling and let him move on. But now, I left on my own reasons. I had gone to visit Abe give him hell about not answering Emma’s letters, because the week before I came to visit she had a full mental breakdown because of some shit Enoch said about Abe leaving her behind. She begged me to check in on him and to find any form of consolation. But when I got to Florida, it was 7-year old Jacob who answered the door. I was stunned, I could basically see the peculiarness fuming off of him. I introduced myself as a relative to Abe’s neighbor as to not cause suspicion. I ended up giving Abe hell later that day after hanging out with Jacob for a bit. when I got back to Cairnholm, I couldn’t allow myself to tell Emma about Jacob, after I told Emma about Abe getting married and having kids, she wouldn’t speak for months. Now if she knew he had a grandkid, I couldn’t let that happen again. It would be only until Jacob got to Cairnholm that she found out, and thankfully it went well.

3. 🍊

Of course I’m going to say the hidden part of the beach at Cairnholm. We’ve spend endless hours there, it is our go to place for every hang out, date, or party. We walk the beach twice every day, we go swimming, we practice our peculiarities without worrying there would be normals. It is our sanctuary, where we can be us, and not be confined in the house. We can breathe as we run through the thick forestry to get out to the cold waters.

4. 🍉

(so I made a recent change to my MPHFPC script, as well as the rest of my scripts, that my S/O in all of my DR’s is my boyfriend in my CR)

I’m about to rant a lil bit teehee

THE WAY THIS MAN OH MY LAWD-

He is so sweet and gentle and funny and cute and silly and smart OH MY BIRDS HE IS SO SMART

He looks at me like I am the world in his palm, he kisses me like it’s the last thing he’ll ever do, he holds me so tight that all I can feel is our warmth and our hearts beating. I’ve never felt so much love and affection and mutual respect for another person. I could never choose one favorite part of him, because everything about him is perfect to me. Yet I understand his flaws, his own burdens, his angst, and I accept and love every bit of him. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

thank you so much for the ask, I love answering things about my DRs and it brings me so much motivation ❤️

Happy shifting everyone!!! ♾️

Things I'm Gonna do in My WR Pt.2

Thought I would share more for fun!!

Teach myself how to ride a horse

Teach myself how to knit new styles

Do some gardening

Cook A LOT

Swim!! A ton of swimming

Run in a field of flowers

make flower crowns

Take naps, a LOT of naps

Just appreciate the beauty of nature and enjoy the warmth

Snuggle with my animals

Go to the market and walk around

Listen to my favorite music on my record player

Look into my photo albums from my different dr's

Read! A TON of reading

Go apple/blueberry/raspberry/etc picking!

Watch the stars on my roof

Watch movies! (yes TV works here) I would catch up on shows or movies I miss

Learn how to style my hair in fun ways (a LOT of victorian styles)

I just like writing things down that I wanna do to get myself excited to go back :D

Things I'm gonna do in my WR!

first thing I'm doing is making waffles with fresh raspberries and homemade whipped cream

Go swinging for hours over my lake

read by my campfire with my cat asleep in my lap and my dog at my side

take long walks through the forest and foraging for mushrooms and herbs

paint landscapes and portraits of pretty people I see in the village

take LONG naps in my comfy bed

(TW) eat without having to throw up

swim in the lake!! (it's so clean and there aren't any dangerous bacteria, thank the birds)

SING. SING ALL DAY. SING ALL NIGHT.

wear pretty floral sun dresses with sun hats made by me

play my instruments!!

cuddle with my pets for HOURS

READ!!!

enjoy the absolute beautiful weather

live. just live.

teehee bye-bye ;}

Shifting to my Waiting Room✲⭒✦

Heyo, it's me again :D

I don't want to go to school tomorrow, I legit just want to relax and paint soooo I'm shifting to my waiting room for a couple days to mentally relax.

I would normally want to shift to my main DR's, but my mental state has been SHIT as of recently, a lot of stuff going on and I need to desensitize myself and relax

My main DR's are comfort DR's yes, but right now I know for a fact I won't enjoy my time there when I'm like this, and since I'm alone in my own solitude in my WR, I'm going there tonight

So since I'm going there, I thought I would introduce my waiting room!!

So to give some context, I live in an expansive forest that goes on for miles, I live in a cozy cottage with my dog Ridge and cat Dexter. There is a village a few miles away, not a lot of people know I even exist but I do go there from time to time to pick up food, blankets, or more paints/yarn for my projects

Time stuffs:

Time Ratio in: waiting room : cr

WR 1 week : CR 1 minute

I have clocks for every DR that I shift to with the current date and time on it, as well as my CR, each labeled with the place they are

This is what my WR looks like from photos from Pinterest (I don't own any of these photos!!!)

The exterior/land:

Onto interior stuffs!

Here are my pets!

Ridge! ^

Dexter!^

My belongings!

(a book with the answers to all of my questions ^)

(a book that keeps track of whats happening in my CR to keep me updated while I'm away)

my laptop, which never loses battery!!

my phone, which I can log into from different realities using the Lifa app

A fridge full of my favorite food (it constantly refills with my cravings, healthy options, and everything is safe to eat)

My Nintendo!!

All the books I want to read!!

A photo album for every one of my DR's so I can remember memories and be happy

**lastly insert a LARGE amount of plushies, pillows, blankets, and anything of comfort**

So yeah !! That's my waiting room :D

I'll be shifting there tonight, honestly might just stay there for a week or two to chill out and lay on my hammock and eat raspberries and read dark romance novels from different realities teehee

If you want updates let me know!

Happy shifting everyone <333

Here is my go to list for shifting songs!!

Ancient Dreams in a Modern Land

Pierre

Runaway

Lost Boys

Underground (Cody Fry)

Wait a minute!

Passing Through

A million dreams

I don’t know you yet

The other side

Little Talks

Welcome to wonderland

I hear a symphony

Fall Faire Suite

The Call (Regina Spektor)

Love Like You

I hope you enjoy these songs!!

reblog with your favorite shifting coded song/lyric!

Me and Vergil coded

— Nikita Gill

My realizations are always late at night 😭

saw a post sometime ago saying “you're one crashout away from your best lock in”, and trust that was a sign CAUSE THE LOCK IN IS STILL THRIVING AND BETTER THAN EVER.

now I get what all these people actually meant by— living in the end, acting as if, it's already done; so on and so forth.

cause it literally IS done. you do already HAVE it.

god, I love manifestation.

tsym for remindin me pookie

i need to script out internalized quirkism or something because i CANNOT be laughing at these random people in the streets bc wym your quirk is having a block for a head

2020-2021 shiftok was insane cause why were so many people convinced that voldemort was going to shift here??😭😭

The urge to write fanfiction about my drs is strong...

Shifting cause my soulmate is in a whole other reality🤪

I'm so tired of youtubers making fun of reality shifters😭😭

hogwarts band dr lore drop: except it’s just that half my band’s discography comes from me crashing out weekly over my two boyfriends (when they aren’t my boyfriends yet)

Like seriously— George, Ginny, and Fred are gonna hate to see me coming to band practice like “hey guys I’ve been writing this new song—“ and it’s just me being down bad and insane.

But holy hell do we come up with some bangers. Just three gingers and my neapolitan dyed hair ass in the room of requirement using my absolutely diabolical feelings to create masterpieces— and also their stuff too like Ginny’s shitty exes and George’s constant ability to find himself in a situationship.

God I love my silly little band and our silly little songs.

I totally intend to post our albums and stuff because yes I have stolen every song from this reality and that’s okay— I’m sure we’ll write our own stuff too. But I’ve scripted so much I’be basically planned two eps and six albums 😳

would y’all care if I posted like— my hogwarts dr discography in its entirety but also song spotlights where I go into to lore behind the song and explain some of the lyrics and stuff?

I put so much thought into my discographies— not just for my hogwarts band dr but wherever I write songs, which is more often than not. So, yeah.

Lemme know because I think that would eat.

I also say all this while i’m actively editing the hogwarts band’s discography for the hundredth time— it will never feel complete

and if I revise my hogwarts band dr so I’m in a throuple? what about it? two pretty best friends and I want them both okay? I want to be a rockstar with two boyfriends, is that such a bad thing? I deserve good things.

I am the most jealous bitch you will ever meet this has disaster written all over it but I don’t care

new dr just dropped i’m in my regency era pride and prejudice bridgerton type shit I want pretty dresses and a big family I want drama I want a love triangle I am scripting it tonight people and you bet your ass imma be the diamond of the mf season it’s past midnight I’m cooking both in the kitchen and on notion bitch

another day, another opportunity to dress like my dr self (inheritance games edition) while I go see Pride & Prejudice in theaters

shifting tonight fr fr

there is enough alcohol in my system that one edit of my man has brought me to tears because I #need that I’m losing my goddamn mind please please please please please please please please I want him so bad please I’m shifting tonight I have to it is a necessity I cannot breathe without him

I’ve mentioned this before, but I used to be very attached to the idea of being me in my drs. I mean like same interests same personality same look same trauma same everything—

but recently i’ve embraced being me, in essence, just different variants.

And it’s fun as hell.

I get to make playlists for my drs and fill them with the artists I’d listen to most in my dr. Mazzy Star fills my Hogwarts Academia playlist, I’m currently adding Paramore’s entire discography to my Inheritance Games playlist. These aren’t artists I necessarily gravitate towards here, but they resonate with the version of me in that reality.

I change my name, I change my past, I find new ways to be who I am without living the same history over and over again. The essence is there, and that is what truly matters to me. It was never about my life experiences, it was about my soul.

I can change my hair, my aesthetic, my interests— but nothing will change my heart.

we getting drunk and doing some scripting boutta live it up in here for real I am going to be Grayson Hawthorne’s literal nightmare and he will love me let’s gooooooo

dressed like my dr self and went to the mall— had to stop myself from shopping like her too

I am feeling so connected to my dr today. I am thriving I am giddy I am giggling because I can feel that crisp september air coming through my dorm window and I can hear the buzzing nonsensical chatter just before class begins and I can smell the hay I give my guinea pig every morning. I am in my dr I am living and I am breathing and I am.

one of my favourite things about both my hogwarts drs is literally Harry Potter himself.

That man is a SLUT. I mean a S L U T.

He was raised by Sirius Black, okay? He is going to be a menace to society and I literally cannot wait— and I’ve known him all my life so you know I will be hearing about everything (and everyone) he does. He will yap in too much detail and I’m honestly here for it.

I need to intro these drs fully because amongst the angst is comical genius and I want to tell you all about it— so stay tuned.

insomnia thoughts with Jello

part two

Alas, we are back here again. Did you miss me? Bet you didn’t because I never shut the fuck up. Anyways, let’s get right into it shall we?

I lied. You need some lore first.

I have a ring that I wear every single day, and have worn every single day since I bought it. I cherish it like almost no other.

Okay, now we get into it. And yes, this is also shifting related.

The raging sea that is my mind decided to remind me of the time I thought I lost the aforementioned ring. I woke up after spending a drunken night at a friend’s and it was gone. Nowhere to be found. Not on my person, not in the bed, not on the floor. Gone.

Immediately I decided that was wrong. I said “fuck no” to reality and proceeded to spend the next several hours in and out of consciousness just trying to exist somewhere where I still had that ring on my finger.

And I swear to god, something happened.

I remember, at some point between states of consciousness, it being insanely difficult to open my eyes. It was like my eyelids were weighed down. This has happened to me multiple times since then, but this was a first.

I remember feeling that ring on my finger, though. In that moment, in whatever state I was in, I could feel that goddamn ring on my finger and I peeled my eyes open just enough to see it.

And I saw it.

Then I fell back asleep, and when I woke up again it wasn’t there.

And then my friend got home from work. I told her about my dilemma and she looked me dead in my pupils and said “Oh, your ring? It fell off last night so I put it on my desk.”

And this bitch just walked over to her desk and retrieved my holy object like it was no big deal.

I can’t say whether or not it was on the desk beforehand. I didn’t check. I didn’t even think of it.

But something about that doesn’t sit right with me. In the sense that something happened and I want to say I shifted but I’m not sure.

Anyways, that is all I have for you tonight.

It is nearing 6am.

I have to be up at 10.

Goodnight.

Jello💖

(Afterthought: I drafted this a while ago and was reminded of it because I literally just misplaced another sentimental ring— found this one much faster though)

New shifting motivation just dropped except it’s simply me being excited about homework ???

I can’t wait to be studying in the library at Hogwarts or writing a paper in my dorm while Theo studies for his OWLs and we’re just sitting in silence but we’re together and oh my god I love shifting.

kinda in the mood to script a new dr… let’s see where the wind shall take me tonight

guys guys guys hear me out— nerve dr???

Much scripting would be involved but I simply love the idea of going around doing slightly risky dares with my beloved.

The more I think about it the more I want it. I’m watching the movie rn and ugh I need it. I live for this movie they don’t make ‘em like this anymore.

I’m just imagining me and my s/o (probably Theodore Nott ngl I think that’s the vibe) running around doing silly little dares and maybe possibly risking our silly little lives just a bit but not too much and holy fuck I crave it.

(side note: I was a bit drunk drafting this one)

I love my best friend because there is nobody else in this world who I can text like:

“what are you doing on this specific day at this specific time?”

and they respond with:

“nothing. what are we doing?”

which is precisely why I script them into every single dr of mine. Not all soulmates are romantic.