Positive Vent - Blog Posts

2 every former "weird kid" out there who still struggles with repressed self hatred as a coping mechanism, remember that it's totally okay to forgive that younger version of yourself. You didn't do anything to deserve the way you were treated, and no matter what you did then, you can always become a version of yourself that you like NOW ! : D or something liek that!!

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...He's gonna be the death of me.....(/pos)

:" -and in your case, thanks to you I now have someone with whom I feel a warm closeness... which I really needed... and thanks to you, I have thoughts about a good future and a desire to live until old age, and not until 30 years old 🥲"

ough my gosh, I love this man sm💕💕💕 😭

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Don't read if you don't want to - it's just me freaking out- 👌

(another streak of incoherent thoughts and feelings because I want to f$%# scream and cry and laugh and run an- omgomgomgkomg- )

oh my god....oh my god....oh ... mu god.... What is happening.... I.... the guy-....

Talk with each other, come to an agreement - aka confess to each other, proceed to joke, joke terribly, then proceed to SCARE EACH OTHER TF OUT for a moment (me have a metaphorical heart attack- ), panic, apologise, talk it out, set boundaries, come to an agreement, apologise, talk, hug, (via text, cus different cities- ), cry (my part), share personal bad experience ab some aforementioned things, understand eachother, hug, forehead kith, cry- (my part again- )

All in all

I got a soulmate

I still can't comprehend it-. Like, what the actual f-

What's going on-, how-, why-,

How did I deserve it??

What??

I never thought I could ever find someone who, as I call it, I would 'click with'. Turns out I did. What the what-

I feel like "Left brain and Right brain" by Bo Burnham right now. My left, analytical brain is trying to calmly comprehend what is happening right now and assess the situation rationally. But my right, emotional brain doesn't care atm:

She's running around happily, stimming and crying.

Yup.

I got a soulmate.

What the fu-

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(a ramble of incoherent thoughts and feelings. sorry)

I talked with that guy.... have I found a potential soulmate?.... is that what it feels like?? something like that has never happened with me before........ It feels confusing. confusing but really, really nice...... being myself when talking with him.......

send help

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talking with people feels.... actually nice? /pos

(I talked with a guy and turns out we have SO much in common....)

I literally I’m so touch starved I need Scarecrow to just wrap me up in a caged cuddle while we watch horror movies.

WHY AM I LIKE THISS SIMPING

I’m simping for literal salt. SODIUM CHLORIDE. HOW IS HE SO FINE??

Whitty and Jonathan have to make space for the newcomer.