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the smirk.... the nose scrunch.... the everything...
We got new babes to the crew ! ✨✨✨✨
Blue storm dragon loves a good company and having fun. Calm and silent night is always good time for more attention for my companion. And silver moonlight is always so romantic!
Because of my constant eating during binges and times where i simply was overeating my tooth enamel is completely damaged. And that can nor will never be restored.
My dentist straight up told me I have damaged it already so from now on if I don't stick with very strict, regular meals my teeth will be easily and quickly rittled with holes. But if I haven't been able to do that so far, no matter what. So now I'll just have teeth full of holes, feel constant pain and spend god knows how much trying to keep fixing em to escape atleast some of the pain. Just rip all my teeth out so I could not ruin them further and not chew at all.
I'm just feel sad and devastated. That shit by the age of 19. And for what? Nothing positive or anyhting of resemblance to even show for the years of straight up food addiction.
Binge eating has and is destroying my life. It has been so many years I can't even remember when I had a normal idea of food.
I genuinely don't know how to stop. I have stopped doing low cal restriction, I have raised my calories a lot, but I still binge at the end of the day.
I can't live on like this, I just want to escape this body and mind.
TW 3d
~goals~
cw- 67kg
1st goal- 65kg
2nd goal- 62kg
3rd goal- 60kg
4th goal- 58kg
5th goal- 55kg
6th goal- 52kg
7th goal- 49kg
and so on
im actually really exited now that i have my goals written down :)
Sans when he gets the opportunity to sleep in his brothers soft and clean bed when he leaves for duty instead of his stinky old mattress be like:
Bedroom - Contemporary Bedroom
Large trendy guest carpeted and brown floor bedroom photo with white walls and no fireplace
Óleo sobre lienzo Ailatan Engel • flickr • IG • MM • 500px
Guarnecer
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In some of my other social networks you can see the complete photography
Sexo RabiosoÂ
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Gente interpolar
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Abril acabará pronto ·                                              ¿Que cuántos años tengo? Â
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DevaneoÂ
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CallejerosÂ
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EspecÃfico
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Cubil felino
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La vorágine
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