Painted For A Whole Hour Today :3 It Felt Great.

this is officially my longest migraine. day 28.

i am beyond sick of this. mentally struggling with how reliant on my carer i have to be during migraines.

i can handle it when its only a few days but this long is a whole other world. i dont experience this level of dependance that often so im not really used to it still.

on day 5 of a migraine get me out of here

"If tampons should be free, then so should my diabetes meds."

Yes? Yes they should be? Your life-saving medication that you need in order to live for a condition you were born with should be given to you at no cost?

i dont know what it is anymore its day 14 and its still the same im losing it

on day 5 of a migraine get me out of here

one of my health issues thats been stable for around 8 years is suddenly worsening the past month and it makes me so scared that i might have to go through the procedure that was the worst day of my life again 😭👍🏻

i hate how my illnesses can change how im seen as a person - like because im sick i cant do a lot of things and it makes me seem flaky but i want to be there i just cant

“consistency is key” doesn’t apply to many disabled people.

going to the doctor and having them tell me that, and that i need to stick to a schedule they have deemed appropriate is completely comedic.

what about the fact that my health and ability to do anything is a constant gamble? it can change drastically and almost instantly at any given time.

what about how right now i can stand up and make myself breakfast, but by lunch time? who knows. i may be unable to even sit up.

how do u listen to me explain that i dont have a daily or weekly schedule because of how unpredictable my health is, and reply by giving me a schedule.

do you not think i have tried to stick to a routine and schedule like all the healthy people around me??

all i see is people with consistency. i grew up thinking i was broken because i couldnt. i have pushed myself to breaking points trying to fit your mould of success and health.

im sorry if you experience this too. im going to make another post about what consistency can look like for me and other disabled people. because while we dont fit the classic definition of it, there are ways we can make our own version. i wish doctors would listen to me and would help me find my version instead of insisting on theirs, but they havent, so i wanna try help others find theirs. prt. 2 here (now going to make multiple more posts on this topic lol)

🌊 aisha, fairy of waves!! ✨

one day i'll draw their wings...not today though LOL i love love love literally all of aisha's transformations but believix as a whole has a really special place in my heart 💕 which winx should i do next?? :0

anyway be normal about people with renal or gastrointestinal disabilities and conditions. your personal hang ups about anyone's disability are worthless. leave them far away from disabled people.

I PAINTED FOR LIKE 20 MINS TODAY WOOOOO!! first time in over a month

i have so much art i need to get out of my brain its all stuck in there while i cant do any 😭😭😭😭😭