Du bist...
Ein wunderschöner Regenbogen
Aus Tränen und Glück
Strahlst in allen Farben
Gibst der Hoffnung einen Namen
Deine Augen funkeln chromatisch
Sprechen mit meinem Herzen
Erzählen Geschichten
Von Träumen und dem Leben
Dein Mund malt bunte Bilder
Versetzt mich in Staunen
Du hast mich verzaubert
Ich hänge an deinen Lippen
I don't know who I am,
What to do,
What is real.
This anxiety and depression
Devour me day in, day out.
Every step outside
Is a struggle
A fight against myself
And I hate it, hate myself,
Despise myself.
Isolate even more
So that the world
Won't see my worthless being.
If I had one wish
It would be
That I'd forever
Disappear.
Maybe I care too much
Maybe I don't care enough
About things I can't change
About all the different ways
It could've, would've been
It ended and began
About what has been said
About what it meant
You'll surely overthink
If you try to understand me
A paradoxical chaos
Far beyond comprehension
Look at me through blinded eyes
Loose sanity in my undertow
You have to leave your mind behind
To scrutinize my heart and soul
When I told you that
Your opinion matters to me
My heart skipped a beat
Lauf, lauf.
Keine Ahnung wohin.
Ohne einen Plan, ohne Sinn.
Ich mach
Gar keinen Sinn.
Renn, Renn.
Keine Ahnung wohin.
Ohne einen Plan, ohne Sinn.
Ich weiß
Nicht wo ich bin.
Steh, Steh
Keine Ahnung wo genau.
Diese Stille viel zu laut.
Ich geb
Mich hin, geb mich auf.
Are u excited to see me?
Do u miss me when I'm gone?
How often do u think about me?
What do u think if u do?
What is it that u see in me?
...And I wonder.
...And I wonder.
That moment back then
When I kid around
And her question
"Why are you like this?"
To this day, still
Makes me drown
You asked me to
Meet you at the bridge
I went there
And you burned it down
Do you even care?