I Thought I'd Be Fine When You Decided To Leave. But Here I Am In A Puddle Of My Own Tears And Trying

I’m scarred that one day you’ll wake up and not love me anymore.

When we get distant.

I thought this type of love could only happen in the books. Where the girl finds the guy of her dreams and everything falls into place. I wish I could experience what it’s like to fall for you again, because it was perfect in every sense amd every book would die to know how it was written.

You make me feel better even when everything in this world is wrong. Because you are my only right.

When you hug me

Perfect nights only end in misery.

Six word story

I still look for you during my games even though we ended it months ago.

On the court or bench

If you’re just a dream then I don’t want to wake up.

This can’t be a nightmare

I hate myself because no one has ever cared enough to teach me why I should love it.

Then I met you

I wonder if anyone looks at me when I'm not looking. Not the 'staring-off-into-space' look, but the 'I-want-her-to-be-with-me' look. I wonder if I've caught anyone looking at me like that but they played it off. I wonder if there are people who do in that I've never caught. But I guess I can deal with the mystery.

I just hope you do that too

The day will come when I’m over you. That day may be the same day you realize you love me too. I can’t wait forever but you and your feelings can take their time. Because what was lost for me may return, but not the same as it was before.

Is this flirting or am I thinking too much?

How do I get myself to not fall for you? You with the messy hair and kind eyes, and the mouth that spouts so much sarcasm. You, also with the kindness to respond to my text messages and make me happy even when you don't realize it. So tell me, how do I not fall for you? And why was it so easy to in the first place?

Before practice when I sit with you and our friends