Despite It Being My Name And Favorite Color, I Routinely Forget How Blue Is Spelled

this is the first year that my parents have actually looked at my grades during finals and its so funny seeing them freak out over the low test scores that ive been getting for years by now

i made a new character and some devious little part of my brain went "you know what would be fun? killing one of her sons :)" and im not gonna lie its really tempting

the gifted kid aspect of the american school system has ruined me because now i hold all my self worth to my grades and when i don't understand something in a class the missing assignments pile up because it's so much easier to take a zero from missing assignments than it is to take a zero for not understanding when your whole life and self worth is built on you understanding everything

idk what was in that sleep but im FUCKED UP rn (i'm heavily dissociated)

currently fighting every urge in my body to fall back in the sanders sides fandom. its been forever and i'm scared that the culture changed a bunch since i left but also fuck i miss that emo mother fucker

shadowzel origins...

me, pouring three day old mountain dew baja blast down my sink: oh that definitely isn't supposed to go into my body

also me not even five minutes later: shit i should have just put ice in that and finished it

I HATE THE AM⏰💥I HATE THE PM🇬🇧💥

The only thing he’s serving is cunt.

guys i just messed up the timing on my edit after three hours of work. my life is over. (i will be remaking the entire skeleton tomorrow with a better set of bones)