Sorry, I Can't Go To Work Today, I Have Destiel To Celebrate

the reason i enjoy characters calling cas slurs so much is that as much as cas hates himself, it's never in an internalized bigotry way. like he's entirely fine with like... What He Is. what he hates about himself is What He's Done. like, the closest he comes to disliking himself for What He Is is being scared that no one likes him? but in general he's pretty fine with everything about himself except his choices.

anyway you guys might think that this post was inspired by cas' relationship to being gay but actually it's inspired by the fic i have in my head where cas is called into jack's school to talk to the counselor on like. an unrelated matter, and the counselor refers to jack's "difficulties" and cas is like "jack's what? jack, are you having difficulties at school?" and jack is like "no i love it here" and the counselor is like "no i meant his... you know..." and cas tilts his head like "his what?" and then the counselor spends ten minutes using increasingly rude euphemisms for intellectual/developmental disabilities before giving up and asking if she can speak to cas' wife, at which point cas is like i don't have a wife, and the counselor is like but your wedding ring... and cas is like i do have a husband. and the counselor is like thank god. my discomfort with this weird man's obvious disabledness overrides even my passive straight person homophobia. and then the husband is, you know. dean.

When I find out the election results it better be from the goddamn Destiel meme, or I have failed as a supernatural fan and as a woman

I don't think I'll ever get over this gif. The way Vinnie snuggles in. How Tommo just grabs Vinnies arm and pulls it up to his chest, so he's held nice and tight, and can hold on to and hug a piece of Vinnie. And is that a lil kiss Vinnie presses on Tommos shoulder? Is he smelling him? I can't handle it.

i heard a rumor they’re making despair 2 and this time there’s gonna be tongue

Misha lurking on the destiel/nov 5th tag plotting what to do tomorrow

the moment Misha’s character shows up, I just know Jensen will turn even the most toxically masculine character like soldier boy into a needy bottom

thinking about paddy, the chillest and furthest from combat we’ve ever seen him, casually walking around a giant mansion in the filthy sweater he wore to bury his dead boyfriend. someone get a brontë sister on the phone

Do you ever think about Dean and Cas' first interaction?

And how Cas wasn't used to being questioned; how he was surprised that Dean didn't just believe him when he said he was an angel. And then how quickly he read Dean and understood that this man did not think he deserved to be saved, and so he instantly had to tell him that good things do happen.

And then how in that moment neither of them knew that they were going to become so important to one another; that they would end up loving each other so profoundly that it would defy God's own plan. That one of them would give everything up for the other and learn how to love and lose and feel. And the other would learn to love himself despite his previous actions where he thought himself irredeemable and undeserving of love.

Do you ever think about how Cas may have told Dean that he changed him, but Cas also changed Dean because he proved to him that he was good.

Or are you normal?

I love my birb child with my whole heart

BUT GOD DAMN DO I MISS MY TOXIC-ARSE BIRD BITCH

I NEVER REALISED HOW MUCH I RELIED ON THIS COCKY MF

Yes he’s an arrogant arsehole

But he’s my arrogant arsehole.

This was too perfect