Misha Lurking On The Destiel/nov 5th Tag Plotting What To Do Tomorrow

I love my birb child with my whole heart

BUT GOD DAMN DO I MISS MY TOXIC-ARSE BIRD BITCH

I NEVER REALISED HOW MUCH I RELIED ON THIS COCKY MF

Yes he’s an arrogant arsehole

But he’s my arrogant arsehole.

Okay here's how I think it's gonna go.

Homelander opens soldier boys tube thing and soldier boy says "fuck you fuck nuts you're a fucking pussy, I'm gonna visit an old... Friend" soldier boy then runs out of the big military building they keep him in (still naked btw) and then he knocks out a guard wearing jeans and a work shirt over a grey t shirt and steals his clothes and shaves so they can't tell it's him, he then runs to the parking garage where all the government agents park for work and put of every car he breaks into and hotwires a black 67 impala.

When he turns on the radio it's playing carry on wayward son by Kansas and then he drives to wherever Misha's character lives and when he gets there he knocks on the door all nervous and Misha opens the door wearing a trenchcoat over a suit with a blue tie before saying in a very raspy voice "hello dean" revealing that soldier boys real name is Dean they then lock eyes for a second before making out and having hot passionate gay sex for the rest of the episode until in the last 30 seconds Jared walks in and says "hey so get this, according to the lore"

the ghost of that catholic boy

the piano in the truck

I want my friend back

hiding from gun fire behind a fucking piano

paddy’s face when he didn’t die in termoli

you… I missed you

the desert where we were most easily ourselves

when it was the desert, and you, and me.

you and me.

MY BOY IS BACK AND HE’S HAUNTING THE FUCK OUT OF THE NARRATIVE

the “are you in a minivan?” “yes” part though 🥵

(i swear only misha could make that sound so hot!)

ikr!!!

We haven’t tried everything 👁️👁️

Do you ever think about Dean and Cas' first interaction?

And how Cas wasn't used to being questioned; how he was surprised that Dean didn't just believe him when he said he was an angel. And then how quickly he read Dean and understood that this man did not think he deserved to be saved, and so he instantly had to tell him that good things do happen.

And then how in that moment neither of them knew that they were going to become so important to one another; that they would end up loving each other so profoundly that it would defy God's own plan. That one of them would give everything up for the other and learn how to love and lose and feel. And the other would learn to love himself despite his previous actions where he thought himself irredeemable and undeserving of love.

Do you ever think about how Cas may have told Dean that he changed him, but Cas also changed Dean because he proved to him that he was good.

Or are you normal?

Yea

the moment Misha’s character shows up, I just know Jensen will turn even the most toxically masculine character like soldier boy into a needy bottom

SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP

please let it be the way

[Image ID: The Destiel confession meme edited so that Dean answers 'Can't wait to find out Donald Trump died via this meme.' to Cas' 'I love you'. /End ID]

And what if it's the only thing keeping me alive right now?