Me: I Guess An Advantage Of My Hypochondriasis Is That I’m Always Aware Of The State My Body Is In.

SOWOOZOO D1 ➛ BANGTAN X DAECHWITA  (cr. dwellingsouls)

i love how we've collectively lost our minds over t8s

Dear my Anxiety, today I want you to know:

Your making me very scared about my eyes that I keep asking people if there fine or I keep checking on them. Your also frustrating me really bad, why?? Because when I'm no longer worried about on thing u always find something else to make me worry about which sometimes makes me want to tell u to FUCK OFF!!! Can u take a break just for one day. Please!

I think I might have a thing for his hands 😵‍💫

Me when my hypochondriac ass acts up and I have a strong urge to check my vitals

Man I have to take anxiety pills just to hang out with someone 🙃

One thing I hate:

How my doctor says I'm fine yet I still dont believe am fine 😑

having health anxiety is the worst because you’re so worried about dying that you actually forget to live

SUCKS ASS!!!

So I recently discovered I have health anxiety and must I say it sucks ass. Every single sensation I have, I think I'm dying. I ask for reinsurance all the time but now even when someone tells me they don't feel a lump or that my eyes are fine I still don't feel fine. Sometimes I wish that it would just go away because am so tired , I just want one day were I can breath without thinking something horrible gonna happen. 

Update: for once I ran on the treadmill and my thoughts weren't sooo loud I shut them up when they got loud.

Jeff fuck u 🖕